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Dima79 said: 

delora... said: 

 What? Naw I can be jaded. My life has been really shitty. Especially my childhood. How can I be carefree if my past is misery? Also idk if I am numb or not, I never know or understand what I'm feeling

go to the nearest cemetery. there are graves of children who did not live up to the first grade of school. we are all lucky compared to them, no matter what a shitty childhood we had. your past does not exist. you must live in the present and live with your plans for the future. it is time to grow up, and not to seek salvation in infantilism. :) although ... I don't know what kind of mental disorder you have and its features and maybe nothing bad will happen if you dress and behave like a child at your forty years old. :)

 Also I am not infantile, in fact I think I'more mature than you at this point

00:05 delora...: Hey dima

00:05 delora...: Stop whining about how you got hit by a girl

00:08 Dima79: I can't stop whining about it! it is impossible! I received a very serious psychological trauma and now I have post-traumatic syndrome! it will take me at least 5 years to handle this. :)

00:10 delora...: Go look at child graves then

00:10 delora...: Or something

00:10 delora...: Like you told me

with your mega colon, you are unlikely to ever lose weight. you have to come to terms with it. in this video there is a young, plump girl who dances well and apparently perceives herself as she is.

happy fat russian dancer. :)

delora... said: 

Blanc said: 

Dima79 said: 

just come to terms with your mental disorder and no longer dream of shit listening to idiotic music. :)

 There is a process mentally and emotionally that has to occur in order for someone to get to that place :) so don’t hate on people who are not there yet 

I think posting music is sometimes part of that process and it really helps wirh identifying emotions or expressing things an individual may struggle to convey or translate

 Oh thank you! :3

 *hugs* :)

Dima79 said: 

delora... said: 

Blanc said: 

Dima79 said: 

just come to terms with your mental disorder and no longer dream of shit listening to idiotic music. :)

 There is a process mentally and emotionally that has to occur in order for someone to get to that place :) so don’t hate on people who are not there yet 

I think posting music is sometimes part of that process and it really helps wirh identifying emotions or expressing things an individual may struggle to convey or translate

 Oh thank you! :3

 it seems to me that you constantly need someone's support. need someone's approval. but your childhood is over and you have to be self-sufficient. you are already a wife, and not someone's little daughter or little sister. although it may be just convenient for you to be infantile and you are accustomed to this way of life. :) but this, of course, is my subjective opinion about you, which I formed on the basis of your messages and I will not argue that it really is. :)

 The people here and in most places of the world are harshly judge mental, think they understand a person more than they do, and then respond to things they don’t understand in an improper way that isn’t as likely to therapeutically help someone 

not saying it’s horrible to be brutally honest (as this is a form of therapy in itself or can help the individual in a weird way...) but usually the psychological process that has to occur to survive such a harsh environment will cause the person to adapt and overcome it 

but this is a reaction that a mentally healthy neurotypical person would have. But people who are not neurotypical may not as be equipped to handle those kind of circumstances healthily (or those with a mental disorder aka a diagnosis like major depressive disorder). 

it runs the risk of becoming toxic rather than progressive so that is why it’s a controversial or counterintuitive approach to helping someone 

Dima79 said: 

with your mega colon, you are unlikely to ever lose weight. you have to come to terms with it. in this video there is a young, plump girl who dances well and apparently perceives herself as she is.

 I will find a way, I will find a way to make myself healthy. I would rather look fat than pregnant tbh...... In fact it would probably be healthier to have body fat than mega colon. I am hoping I can find a way to get rid of the mega colon I have struggled to try to get rid of for many years now. It is still possible for me to get rid of it, my bowls just don't work correctly due to lead poisoning in them

Blanc said: 

delora... said: 

Blanc said: 

Dima79 said: 

just come to terms with your mental disorder and no longer dream of shit listening to idiotic music. :)

 There is a process mentally and emotionally that has to occur in order for someone to get to that place :) so don’t hate on people who are not there yet 

I think posting music is sometimes part of that process and it really helps wirh identifying emotions or expressing things an individual may struggle to convey or translate

 Oh thank you! :3

 *hugs* :)

 Your pretty cool, thank you. :)

Blanc said: 

Dima79 said: 

delora... said: 

Blanc said: 

Dima79 said: 

just come to terms with your mental disorder and no longer dream of shit listening to idiotic music. :)

 There is a process mentally and emotionally that has to occur in order for someone to get to that place :) so don’t hate on people who are not there yet 

I think posting music is sometimes part of that process and it really helps wirh identifying emotions or expressing things an individual may struggle to convey or translate

 Oh thank you! :3

 it seems to me that you constantly need someone's support. need someone's approval. but your childhood is over and you have to be self-sufficient. you are already a wife, and not someone's little daughter or little sister. although it may be just convenient for you to be infantile and you are accustomed to this way of life. :) but this, of course, is my subjective opinion about you, which I formed on the basis of your messages and I will not argue that it really is. :)

 The people here and in most places of the world are harshly judge mental, think they understand a person more than they do, and then respond to things they don’t understand in an improper way that isn’t as likely to therapeutically help someone 

 

not saying it’s horrible to be brutally honest (as this is a form of therapy in itself or can help the individual in a weird way...) but usually the psychological process that has to occur to survive such a harsh environment will cause the person to adapt and overcome it 

 

but this is a reaction that a mentally healthy neurotypical person would have. But people who are not neurotypical may not as be equipped to handle those kind of circumstances healthily (or those with a mental disorder aka a diagnosis like major depressive disorder). 

 

it runs the risk of becoming toxic rather than progressive so that is why it’s a controversial or counterintuitive approach to helping someone 

 Mmmmmm that's interesting, makes me think

Blanc said:

 The people here and in most places of the world are harshly judge mental, think they understand a person more than they do, and then respond to things they don’t understand in an improper way that isn’t as likely to therapeutically help someone 

 

not saying it’s horrible to be brutally honest (as this is a form of therapy in itself or can help the individual in a weird way...) but usually the psychological process that has to occur to survive such a harsh environment will cause the person to adapt and overcome it 

 

but this is a reaction that a mentally healthy neurotypical person would have. But people who are not neurotypical may not as be equipped to handle those kind of circumstances healthily (or those with a mental disorder aka a diagnosis like major depressive disorder). 

 

it runs the risk of becoming toxic rather than progressive so that is why it’s a controversial or counterintuitive approach to helping someone 

I was born in Siberia and I really don't understand what this newfangled toxicity is. :) "yes! you tell the truth about me. you criticize me on the basis of facts, but your truth and your criticism are very toxic for such a pampered creature like me, so shut up and fuck off !!!" :) she refuses doctors and drugs. this is idiocy. she's hiding out in the woods from some sex-obsessed asshole and can't do anything about it. it is helplessness. she constantly needs someone's support and approval. this is infantilism. knowing the characteristics of your mental disorder, you can be critical of its negative manifestations and counteract it. yes, in the case of Blanc - it is really pointless to try to make her more adapted to life, because she is absolutely not susceptible to criticism, due to her mental disorder, but in the case of Delora, this is a completely different case .. Delora is much more prepared for life than the unfortunate Blanc. :)