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delora... said: 

I'd say I'm more random and everywhere than infantile but if you simplify emotional deregulation as infantile specific only then that's on you

There is a childlike quality to it. 

Turncoat said: 

delora... said: 

I'd say I'm more random and everywhere than infantile but if you simplify emotional deregulation as infantile specific only then that's on you

There is a childlike quality to it. 

 How? To what

You act childish. 

I'm not saying that purely for the bad parts either, you also have that like... aimless wonder of a kid. It's like you never let go of that naive sense of confusion that people tend to be stuck letting go of gradually (or all at once) as they became 'adults'. 

Usually with life experience comes a sense of temperance, of jading to the concepts as they lose their 'newness'. You by contrast seem strangely stuck in a state where detachment and numbing is potentially impossible. 

Even your themes for avatars and clothes have lent to a more childish aesthetic, and your means of communication comes off as someone very young. Even how loud the color themes are harken back to what appeals to youthful subjects, and the shows and movies you prefer are aimed towards a younger demographic. 

Turncoat said: 

You act childish. 

I'm not saying that purely for the bad parts either, you also have that like... aimless wonder of a kid. It's like you never let go of that naive sense of confusion that people tend to be stuck letting go of gradually (or all at once) as they became 'adults'. 

Usually with life experience comes a sense of temperance, of jading to the concepts as they lose their 'newness'. You by contrast seem strangely stuck in a state where detachment and numbing is potentially impossible. 

Even your themes for avatars and clothes have lent to a more childish aesthetic, and your means of communication comes off as someone very young. Even how loud the color themes are harken back to what appeals to youthful subjects, and the shows and movies you prefer are aimed towards a younger demographic. 

 What? Naw I can be jaded. My life has been really shitty. Especially my childhood. How can I be carefree if my past is misery? Also idk if I am numb or not, I never know or understand what I'm feeling

delora... said:

I never know or understand what I'm feeling

Sort of like Alexithymia? 

Turncoat said: 

delora... said:

I never know or understand what I'm feeling

Sort of like Alexithymia? 

 Yes

Turncoat said: 

delora... said:

I never know or understand what I'm feeling

Sort of like Alexithymia? 

 Also once I get an emotion I can never remember what it felt like or why

delora... said: 

 What? Naw I can be jaded. My life has been really shitty. Especially my childhood. How can I be carefree if my past is misery? Also idk if I am numb or not, I never know or understand what I'm feeling

go to the nearest cemetery. there are graves of children who did not live up to the first grade of school. we are all lucky compared to them, no matter what a shitty childhood we had. your past does not exist. you must live in the present and live with your plans for the future. it is time to grow up, and not to seek salvation in infantilism. :) although ... I don't know what kind of mental disorder you have and its features and maybe nothing bad will happen if you dress and behave like a child at your forty years old. :)

Dima79 said: 

delora... said: 

 What? Naw I can be jaded. My life has been really shitty. Especially my childhood. How can I be carefree if my past is misery? Also idk if I am numb or not, I never know or understand what I'm feeling

go to the nearest cemetery. there are graves of children who did not live up to the first grade of school. we are all lucky compared to them, no matter what a shitty childhood we had. your past does not exist. you must live in the present and live with your plans for the future. it is time to grow up, and not to seek salvation in infantilism. :) although ... I don't know what kind of mental disorder you have and its features and maybe nothing bad will happen if you dress and behave like a child at your forty years old. :)

 I am twenty not forty. Wow you know so much about me. Also- 

I do have future plans and I'm constantly working towards them so........what are you working on judgmental dick who does not even know my age?

Also, I will go consider myself lucky by ignoring my emotions and being an unhealthy emotionless fuck in denial. Also, just because someone has it worse than you does not mean your pain does not matter 

Also your a hypocrite, I might start taking your advice more seriously when you stop excusing your shitty behavior over being hit by a girl