The only one around here that claims I'm dramatic is TC. See over the years he struggles with the lessons I've taught him.
The feud between Ed and I wasn't really a feud. He was never the center of my focus nor did I consider him my rival.
If you're interested to know why Ed hated me soooooo much, I'll tell you Xena, and if you wish I can back my claims as I'm pretty sure the Nabble forum still exists and it's search function, works.
Anyway, in a nutshell. Alia doxxed me. That was fine, I was very chill about it. Liberated even, she tried to put me on a leash.
She then executed a calculated dox on the midnight of my Birthday to the minute, she doxxed up some family members. Then I wasn't cool with it, nor was I obliged to be kind to her in any way, so I cussed her stank at the least. Shortly after I would go on to ignore her.
Ed liked to throw gasoline on flames, and he was also Alia's tool. Everything she said or did Ed would be there licking her anus. Ed would glorify Alia in my face for weeks on end. I would say things about her that I found true. Eventually Ed would be like "She isn't used to people talking to her like that, you're an asshole !" And I would tell Ed, well who told her to dox up children in my family ? That's pretty fucked up don't you think. Ed wouldn't stop.
So...
I told Ed. For every time he brings up Alia to me, I will write a piece about her, and for every time I do that it will be because of him.
I would say things about her being in Medical school, how she took an oath to respect and cure people, but in reality she gleefully spreads illness. Also how her stank hole needs a good rinse etc. Things like that. The truth.
See what I was doing was defending myself. She tried to control me, doxed up my family, and according to Ed, I was supposed to treat her like a queen. When I placed that rule on Ed, that was the day he snapped and swore to be my mortal enemy.
Alia's interest in the forum dwindled sometime in the Luna days. According to Ed she never wanted to come here anymore because of the content or something. She obviously never wanted to be this thing I showed her to be anymore. I either ignored her or I would treat her like garbage, and only Ed the tool would be there white knighting for her.
As for me. I wish I handled Alia better tbh. Instead I "decided" ( key word ) to become toxic toward her and shower her with disdain. In the process my popularity would rise above hers. I forgave Alia long ago, not for her sake, but for my own, the weight was lifted from me long ago, while Ed's rage would carry on eternally.
Of course Ed would say things to you about me Xena, it's why we never really got along while he was around I think. He tried to do the same thing with Sugar, and though Sugar and Ed were friends humping around behind the scenes, she would call out Ed's pettiness, like all the times he tried to turn people against me. It's why at one point or another I had to choke slam just about everyone in Luna's SC at least once, as every member at Luna's knows for sure, Ed talked to them about me when they were noobs.
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Now the stuff about the girl I liked. You can learn about that if you read Spatial Mind #1.
Long story short. I arrived to SC heartbroken and bewildered trying to find out what they hell is up with this girl. I thought maybe I had a sociopath on my hands which is why I came. I ended up getting swarmed by the most evil group I've ever encountered online. While suffering from heartbreak I was then motivated to learn more so I stuck around. These entities online were very interesting too despite how rude they were. Other than that, this part of the past has nothing to do with Ed or Alia, other than them making fun of me over it. As it turned out the girl is textbook borderline. Took 3 years for me to solve that one.
