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That escalated. 

I'm disappointed in you man.

Hoeing around isn't going to help you long term, you gonna look back at the string of absolute mistakes and forget her sex and none of it will help you, only make it a cycle that's hard to break out of

PalePeach said: 

I'm disappointed in you man.

 I value your opinion Peach so that stings a lot, but I get it. I'm disappointed in myself too and take no pride from it. It's the same situation as with CS, I know it's wrong and I'm betraying any progress I've made toward not being a total scumbag. But something is driving me to do it, maybe an insecurity, maybe I just enjoy fucking myself up and going deeper into a darker place, the temptation to do so is always there

Whorechata said: 

Hoeing around isn't going to help you long term, you gonna look back at the string of absolute mistakes and forget her sex and none of it will help you, only make it a cycle that's hard to break out of

It's a numbers game at this point. There's no pleasure or fulfillment in it, just instinct, or compulsion

c4 said: 

I know from experience the only way to get over someone is to get someone new

Wait really? 

I don't throw myself at the dating game until I'm past my issues so that I'm not being some needy bitch who expects them to fix me. 

, so I started on this other girl I know from work immediately. She's hot, sweet, slim, and got a big ass haha. Wasn't difficult, got off with her in the backseat of my car, she started crying and broke up with her boyfriend. Your boy c4 is a homewrecker now

You're not a homewrecker, you're just trying to find some peace in the storm. It also took two for this to occur, she needed to be willing to do this shit too (unless rape), and if it wasn't you it could have easily been someone else. I've had times of sexual promiscuity too, it's just a bandage that makes things more complicated, but the urge makes sense. 

Just don't make a lifestyle out of it. 

Think I could easily make her my new girl.

What is she, property? 

Don't really want to.

Might just try and convert it into a fuckbuddy dynamic

Gonna smash her tomorrow

I feel empty and don't know why I'm doing any of this

Dude, you might need to cool off a bit before you start inflicting yourself on other people if you're thinking of going for this just for the convenience. You're in pain, don't run from it embrace it until it dulls, until you've gained all there is to learn from the pain as it filters into experience. These things take time to process, you can't just expect to remedy it in a week unless the person you broke up with didn't really matter to you. 

When you need other people to fix yourself, that's the gateway to becoming a social parasite. 

 As an observation, Spite downvoted you while he banged CS before you and Barrel.

c4 said: 

I broke up with my girl last week. I know from experience the only way to get over someone is to get someone new,

How or why did you break up ? Maybe you felt she was going to leave so you dropped her, or maybe there was a fallout and it was a break up.

so I started on this other girl I know from work immediately. She's hot, sweet, slim, and got a big ass haha.

This wouldn't have happened if she wore a durka-durka-Burka, which is not the case so hot sweet slim and big ass, sounds great. 

Wasn't difficult, got off with her in the backseat of my car, she started crying and broke up with her boyfriend. Your boy c4 is a homewrecker now

Also be careful and pull out, it's been said that we were all born out of sin.

I've been the other guy before. If she cried and broke up with her guy, then she feels guilty for cheating on him to the point she removed herself from his presence. 

Think I could easily make her my new girl. Don't really want to. Might just try and convert it into a fuckbuddy dynamic

Gonna smash her tomorrow

I feel empty and don't know why I'm doing any of this

 Why don't you want her as your girl ?

Spatial Mind said: 

 As an observation, Spite downvoted you while he banged CS before you and Barrel.

c4 said: 

I broke up with my girl last week. I know from experience the only way to get over someone is to get someone new,

How or why did you break up ? Maybe you felt she was going to leave so you dropped her, or maybe there was a fallout and it was a break up.

so I started on this other girl I know from work immediately. She's hot, sweet, slim, and got a big ass haha.

This wouldn't have happened if she wore a durka-durka-Burka, which is not the case so hot sweet slim and big ass, sounds great. 

Apologize for this right now. 

Whorechata said: 

Spatial Mind said: 

 As an observation, Spite downvoted you while he banged CS before you and Barrel.

c4 said: 

I broke up with my girl last week. I know from experience the only way to get over someone is to get someone new,

How or why did you break up ? Maybe you felt she was going to leave so you dropped her, or maybe there was a fallout and it was a break up.

so I started on this other girl I know from work immediately. She's hot, sweet, slim, and got a big ass haha.

This wouldn't have happened if she wore a durka-durka-Burka, which is not the case so hot sweet slim and big ass, sounds great. 

Apologize for this right now. 

 The pictures in my head though. She fine as hell.