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I take risks that lead to terrible outcomes, but I keep doing whatever I feel like doing because I know that no matter what happens, I can handle it. I enjoy doing things that others are too afraid to do because I don’t care enough about anything to restrict my actions. What other people would call a mistake, I call an adventure. I think life is boring if you live it the way everyone else does.

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i'm not, not much anyway. maybe a bit older and from a different place, so maybe not brought up with the same views and values, but i see a wee bit overlap between me and every post on this thread and all the other people i've met here. maybe if anything i've learned that i'm not as special and unique as i once thought i was, but maybe some of you feel that too, or will in the future.

 

late edit, i can handle the real world, even though i'm not that keen on it, i don't run to the consequence free internet where the worst anyone will do is hurt your feelings.

last edit on 12/24/2020 4:14:48 PM
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I take risks that lead to terrible outcomes, but I keep doing whatever I feel like doing because I know that no matter what happens, I can handle it.

Can your child? 

I enjoy doing things that others are too afraid to do because I don’t care enough about anything to restrict my actions. What other people would call a mistake, I call an adventure. I think life is boring if you live it the way everyone else does.

Is this what got you into CP? 

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last edit on 12/24/2020 9:16:38 PM
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To answer the question more earnestly... I guess I think the biggest difference is that I feel more akin to all of you than you all seem to feel to eachother.  I see bits of each of you in myself, there's almost no one here that I don't find it relatively easy to identify with on some level.  Most people here talk about SC like it's the zoo, and they're the only human in it, indulging in the spectacle.  I feel like one of the animals.

 you're more like a skanky lioness with matted fur and clumps of it falling out. a lioness nonetheless though m'lady

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Crimson said: 
Crimson said: 

To answer the question more earnestly... I guess I think the biggest difference is that I feel more akin to all of you than you all seem to feel to eachother.  I see bits of each of you in myself, there's almost no one here that I don't find it relatively easy to identify with on some level.  Most people here talk about SC like it's the zoo, and they're the only human in it, indulging in the spectacle.  I feel like one of the animals.

 I feel fairly akin to most people here, we're all just humans connected by this somewhat irreverent site. Feels kind of like a dysfunctional family to me, and given most if not all of us have dysfunctional families irl maybe we feel comfortable with the dynamics here too. Idk, maybe I'm just projecting.

You're both akin to one another in the obvious way you seem to be attempting to social climb and ingratiate yourselves with others. "I'm just like you. You're just like me. I'm pretending to be vulnerable. Accept me." It comes off disingenuous. What's fueling this?

I think being disliked by like everyone probably sets me apart to some degree idk

 What do you think caused this scenario?

 It's not disingenuous, but I'm aware people seem to view me as that a lot, and not just people here. I'm not trying to social climb either, I'm quite comfortable being a loner, being anything else for extended periods of time is exhausting :/ what brought it on is probably just that most people seem to find me unfavourable, and that's fine. I'm not being vulnerable by saying any of this in my mind 

 I AM JUS LAK WATEVER Y'KNOW? I JUST GO WITH THE FLOW *SHRUGS* ITS LAK, MAYBE I AM THAT WAY U KNOW?

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Crimson said: 
Crimson said: 

I think being disliked by like everyone probably sets me apart to some degree idk

 You aren't disliked by everyone

 I suspect you're right, in my mind there was a distinction between saying flatly everyone and "like everyone" tho

 

Crimson said: 

I think being disliked by like everyone probably sets me apart to some degree idk

 You aren't disliked by everyone

 She needs to think this so she can keep count of how victim she is and keep blaming it on that people are simply misunderstanding her rather than disliking her for her lying and weak manipulation attempts.

Like blanc but less words. 

I don't understand how I come across as playing the victim, I can't stand that shit, tho I'll take your word for it. I think it's important to take responsibility for your actions, I do think I'm unlikable generally as I said

I guess it's a cycle of poor communication when you decondition yourself by not communicating much then communicating seemingly poorly and not really enjoy it. You meaning me there

 i think its stuff like posting gifs that u have obviously constructed to make it seem like ur being stalked for attention and sympathy. its not so much that you do those things but how transparent and frankly insulting that u expect anyone, even xadem, to believe it

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I'm a real sociopath

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I'm a real sociopath

I'm not. 

Which of us is more unique? 

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I'm a real sociopath

I'm not. 

Which of us is more unique? 

 Based on this information, obviously me as sociopaths form a smaller percent of population than non-sociopath. It is logical. Cold hard reason with no feelings involved.

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I'm a real sociopath

I'm not. 

Which of us is more unique? 

 Based on this information, obviously me as sociopaths form a smaller percent of population than non-sociopath. It is logical. Cold hard reason with no feelings involved.

I meant on this forum, what are you low functioning? 

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