What do you do to keep yourself a pathetic loser and never bring anything good to your life?
I sperg in relationships when they are going good causing problems and 2 months ago I ghosted a job interview from Bitfinex (crypto exchange).
just do nofap bro
I am at a stage where I masturbate to shota/loli during a relationship because things like that provide me harder orgasms. Having masturbated since 11 programmed me to get aroused more by 2d.
I have this sense that I don't deserve to be successful or rather how could it be that someone like myself could be?
After trading for instance I have thoughts of how I am supposed to be poor and that this can't be real as a result. There's this part of me that doesn't believe people can change there conditions, especially not me of all people.
Okay jokes aside, I sporadically binge drink but I'm working on it and am gradually seeing improvement in my mental tools and self awareness. Apart from that nothing is really stopping me anymore from becoming successful and somewhat content. Plus, when I finally beat this thing then I will be insanely powerful. Misery be damned, I won't suffer like a dog.
I have this sense that I don't deserve to be successful or rather how could it be that someone like myself could be?
After trading for instance I have thoughts of how I am supposed to be poor and that this can't be real as a result. There's this part of me that doesn't believe people can change there conditions, especially not me of all people.
Do you think others deserve to be successful, and if so who?
I have this sense that I don't deserve to be successful or rather how could it be that someone like myself could be?
After trading for instance I have thoughts of how I am supposed to be poor and that this can't be real as a result. There's this part of me that doesn't believe people can change there conditions, especially not me of all people.
Do you think others deserve to be successful, and if so who?
I don't even know if it's a matter of deserving in a proper sense, I may have used the wrong language.
It may be more that only higher beings can achieve it and I cannot be a part of that group, hence If I enjoy any success there's something that makes me believe that it will ultimately lead to catastrophe.
I have this sense that I don't deserve to be successful or rather how could it be that someone like myself could be?
After trading for instance I have thoughts of how I am supposed to be poor and that this can't be real as a result. There's this part of me that doesn't believe people can change there conditions, especially not me of all people.
Do you think others deserve to be successful, and if so who?
I don't even know if it's a matter of deserving in a proper sense, I may have used the wrong language.
It may be more that only higher beings can achieve it and I cannot be a part of that group, hence If I enjoy any success there's something that makes me believe that it will ultimately lead to catastrophe.
This sounds like impostor syndrome. It's not uncommon and it's a sign of a healthy ego!
What do you do to keep yourself a pathetic loser and never bring anything good to your life?
Living life seems to have this happen on it's own.
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