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Biggest prostitute ever:

*looks around the room and stares directly at turncoat*

*pulls out a $5*

does not do it because a close up look obviously shows that turncoat is a whore with aids and backs out because she quite obviously takes over 9000 nigger dicks a day.

Prostitute rating:

Tryptamine 1/10

turncoat 3/10 practiced with nigger dicks so obviously bjs are decent

blanc 0/10 a filthy dyke I could tell she wasn’t into it.

MartinLookNigroKing finally admits that he has a small weewee:

xie hua piao piao bei fang shiaou shiaou Translates into my penis American gentleman is only 2 inch and I come from ching Chang Chong China.

Legga said: 

Turncoat said: 

I've tried to off myself,

Really?

Yeah, pretty sure we've talked about it too.

Turncoat said: 

Legga said: 

Turncoat said: 

I've tried to off myself,

Really?

Yeah, pretty sure we've talked about it too.

 What was your method?

AliceInWonderland said: 

Turncoat said: 

Legga said: 

Turncoat said: 

I've tried to off myself,

Really?

Yeah, pretty sure we've talked about it too.

 What was your method?

The one that sticks with me more than the other ones was starving. Ice chips were helpful for keeping the lips from drying up, so that helped with not having my appearance announce it to those around me. 

The rest were just quick, stupid things. I don't even want to die all the time, but there's funks sometimes where it's the preferable answer over the alternative. 

Turncoat said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Turncoat said: 

Legga said: 

Turncoat said: 

I've tried to off myself,

Really?

Yeah, pretty sure we've talked about it too.

 What was your method?

The one that sticks with me more than the other ones was starving. Ice chips were helpful for keeping the lips from drying up, so that helped with not having my appearance announce it to those around me. 

The rest were just quick, stupid things. I don't even want to die all the time, but there's funks sometimes where it's the preferable answer over the alternative. 

 Trying to reach enlightenment, I see. 

Turncoat said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Turncoat said: 

Legga said: 

Turncoat said: 

I've tried to off myself,

Really?

Yeah, pretty sure we've talked about it too.

 What was your method?

The one that sticks with me more than the other ones was starving. Ice chips were helpful for keeping the lips from drying up, so that helped with not having my appearance announce it to those around me. 

The rest were just quick, stupid things. I don't even want to die all the time, but there's funks sometimes where it's the preferable answer over the alternative. 

Preferable option is to hang yourself. Let’s be honest you are on a forum with a bunch of lowlife scum. What is there you have in life left. You say your on Ssris right your life doesn’t sound very great. Honest question if you don’t have children why don’t you do it. You have lived a lot of your life. Your on ssris your not a doctor a scientist or anybody significant what actually keeps you alive. Just end it right here.

noooo dont hang urself ur too sexy ahaha

Turncoat said: 

The one that sticks with me more than the other ones was starving. Ice chips were helpful for keeping the lips from drying up, so that helped with not having my appearance announce it to those around me.

That's kind of unconventional lol. I can remember someone telling me that they were trying to kill themselves by starvation, but I was pretty sure it wasn't you.

Weird, I went through the PMs, and I didn't see anything there, either. The latest message from you was that we had discussed Aubrieta, which I also don't remember, and whom I never had really paid any attention to besides mentioning that I was disappointed by the SCers making fun of her for no reason on Luna's forum. Amnesia, lol. Or selective memory.

At any rate, I never thought you'd be the type to off yourself. I've been without food for a pretty long time when I was a student, but I wasn't trying to kill myself. I did it out of pride; I didn't want to ask for help from anyone. There was a homeless person today who was asking me buy food for him and I was kind of reminded of that.

Are you depressed?

I thought you seemed ok last time I chatted with you. I used to be depressed several years ago, and it sucks. Nowadays, my mindset's completely different and I tend to enjoy life. My wife and I got a new NASA space foam super mattress that molds itself according to the body shape, stuff like that seems to be enough to get me excited these days.

I guess what I'm saying is that getting out of depression's possible, it just requires time, a new environment, close friends, and some dedication. But you're smarter than I am, so probably you can work things out without my help.

Legga said: 

Turncoat said: 

The one that sticks with me more than the other ones was starving. Ice chips were helpful for keeping the lips from drying up, so that helped with not having my appearance announce it to those around me.

That's kind of unconventional lol. I can remember someone telling me that they were trying to kill themselves by starvation, but I was pretty sure it wasn't you.

I wasn't talking about it when it was happening, I was mostly staying in bed as a mentally crippled mess with a TV on just for the noises and resemblance of activity. I also wasn't drinking any fluids (save for at most some ice chips moisture). 

The continued not eating made me feel worse which let the funk continue to grow, and it got easier as I did it longer as opposed to more difficult, like my body was adapting to the idea of not wanting it. I however kept a vitamin water in my usual rooms in case I during this slow suicide changed my mind, and in some weird black out I apparently drank one and spent the rest of the day cussing myself out for it. 

I gave up around the time I hit that wall and spent a good long while working at gaining that weight back (I'd lost 30 to 40 pounds as an already fairly lightweight person). I'm still more underweight than when I'd started and arguably less healthy for it. At the time it really felt like the right thing to do, like I had to do it, wanted to do it, like it was an aspiration or goal to accomplish that was just as necessary for my growth as practical things, and that talking about it with people would mean them trying to stop it from happening. 

At any rate, I never thought you'd be the type to off yourself. I've been without food for a pretty long time when I was a student, but I wasn't trying to kill myself. I did it out of pride; I didn't want to ask for help from anyone. 

I straight up stopped getting out of bed for the most part and did nothing with the time but sit there "suffering" (save for enough to have people not help me) and just felt done. To not be done felt too overwhelming at the time, which in itself has a tendency to make further things spiral out of control.