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When CS and me were tripping on molly and we started telling each other things like "you saved me" "you're my soulmate" "you're my light" etc etc and it was clear that both of us were feeling it, then I impulsively proposed her and she jumped up and accepted

I don't think I knew what happiness was until that moment tbh

I was trying to think of the best moment, but I don't think I have one. I have trouble remembering anything worthwhile from when I was younger. Not to say, it was shitty, it wasn't. I suppose the best memories I would've had came from my grandfather who was basically like a father to me. However, considering that I'm different from who I was then, I guess there's best moments waiting to be happen, but the life I have ahead of me, but if I die young and without any, I guess that's fine. 

It was either the most amazing relationship I've ever had, or the near orgasmic feeling when I managed to convinced her next few retries to cheat on her.