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Sven said: 

The CCP is narcissistic

 

 No one is really talking about it, but the Defcon levels between them and the US is rising a little.

Spatial Mind said: 

While this is obviously you airing out how much of a victim you are, have you ever seen yourself as a victim of said flying monkeys' support? Did you ever see them enabling you, and thusly that's how you can blame someone else for how you were acting? 

The first question, yes. As for the 2nd question, I don't recall flying monkeys enabling me in anyway. I recognize immature behavior, hence why I tend to comfort the doxxed while you all have a field day with it.

I'm sure you're comforting them when you're giving out their photos and details to anyone who will pat you on the back for it. 

For real, you can't keep high horsing this shit when you're one of the worst ones here. You belong on this site about as inversely as much as you believe you're above it. Look in the mirror man. 

So you really haven't seen when your "supporters", namely those around you who noticed your wounds and offered you "help" under a banner of convenience, have otherwise pushed you into scenarios where you thoroughly embarrassed yourself on here?

When you get emotional, you get really thirsty for someone to tell you you didn't do anything wrong, and I've seen you with that supply come back on here all fire and brimstone about it. 

You've been manipulated multiple times by flying monkeys of your own Space Case, and every time I remind you of it you take it like it's new information. If it wasn't for you outright asking me to prove it each time I'd think you were hiding something, but instead it's like something out of the movie Memento. 

My own flying monkeys? But what would I have them do?

I guess they're less monkeys and more vultures, they wait for you to be wounded and then try to redirect that energy towards their own aims. They don't listen to you and act on your behalf, they feed you poison and send you on your way. 

You've been one's puppet on here more than once, and they always get to you through appealing to how you wish to not be seen as a part of the SC riffraff. The minute you feel like you're in a cool tree house with like minded higher-than-thous, you act pettier than most people on here. 

It's always during times like now, when you beg for attention, that people come out of the wood works and give it to you... at your expense.

You more than anyone I know ought to fear positive supply, for it's promises guide you away from your own paths. 

One time on the old forum someone called crusader stood up for me, I kinda felt embarrassed.

You've held onto that this far along in our story?

Damn, sad. 

Those times Sugar stood up for me against Ed though, I really appreciated it cause she would speak the truth. That doesn't mean I instilled any thoughts in her, and again I really appreciate when people are realistic.

You're getting warmer, but it's still quite drafty in here. 

Dude, you are a narc, and it doesn't take a gaggle of gigglers to see it either. You have many telltale textbook signs and many, many of the weaknesses, and frankly if they aren't seeing it it's because of something within themselves. 

This reads as you trying to externalize the blame, again. Can't you take responsibility for your own failings this time, or is it forever going to always be another person's fault? 

I know going into your astrology doesn't rub you the right way either, so I'll avoid it for now in hopes that you'll actually read what I'm saying instead of go into pseudo-stoic hysterics like usual. 

Monkey label again. People who know me, know I'm not a narcissist.

No, you think that the people who aren't calling you a narc must be the ones who really know you, you have the order confused. That sort of company cannot be long lasting unless it's inauthentic or, I dunno, a very allowing family or something. 

You prefer the company of those who enable the construct views you have of yourself, the ones who validate your self-concept instead of the truth as it stands. 

Also, seriously... you can't just say that those who see you in a way you don't see yourself are just part of some bandwagon, that's insane. Even the bandwagon had to get to that conclusion somehow, and if you look at each person individually you'll typically see how they came to those conclusions on their own. 

Your haters insults come from somewhere, they aren't baseless. Maybe you ought to ask yourself some of the harder questions instead of just lashing out and transferring it as if it weren't your problem. Take some personal responsibility over your own autonomy and affect, on how others are liable to see you on their own, instead of insisting that EVERYTHING that goes against the grain must be "Brainwashing". 

If I told you everything people believed against my ideas was because "Brainwashing" and "Bandwagon", you'd call me out on it too. It isn't suddenly more true when you're the one saying it, at least not based on those merits alone. 

I'm no pushover but I would imagine my kindness makes me seem more like that.

You're falling apart, and not up to the strength you once carried. You seem less sure of yourself, more confused. 

Where you once had more poise and bravery, you instead now show avoidance and short circuited triggering. 

Feel free to go into astrology, and generalize all Sagittarius if you want.

Oh, your moon, ascendant, and especially your lilith, give a lot more away than anything you'd find from just Sag alone. 

I mostly find it spooky when the tendencies come out in a way that aligns with it, it's uncanny. 

Now it's easy to insist I am a narc considering how I might list what I've done and how I've been in an effort to tell you what I'm not, but it's pointless. I did mention there are flying monkeys in SC, does that surprise you ?

No, you aren't a narc because of what you've said, but rather how you say it and how you respond to others. 

I'm not like "Wow what a narc, he's listed like 20 accomplishments", I'm like "Wow what a narc, and he continues to not look in the mirror when he sees his problems in other people." 

Will you wake up and think for yourself, or will you as part of the conspiracy machine continue to yell that the rest of the world must be "Brainwashed", while you profess how the world only has one truth: Your own? 

Do you not see your own room for delusion within your rambles? 

HA HA HA. I'm reciting my findings in the psychology space. The term Flying Monkey is utilized by professionals to describe this type of groupthink. 

No, you're using "Psychology" as a prompt, a soap box, for whatever is really going on with you. 

Your feelings leak in the text to the point of overtaking the narrative. 

Schizotypal man. It's like you to pervert anything I have to say against me. What I'm talking about here is a real thing. It's not that hard really.

Have you ever stopped to think that maybe my behavior, and consequently the behaviors of others who see you in a poor light, might be doing it over matters related to yourself? 

It can't be everyone else's problem past a certain point without it becoming absurd, without it becoming near-conspiratorial. 

Spatial Mind said: 

Turncoat said: 

 

Spats, you need to grow up and realize your peers aren't children at the playground. Take some responsibility for yourself for God's sake, or your Road to Hell will be paved with the very 'good' intentions you've been warned about. 

You need to look at your own affect on others, and you should be willing to give people's "false" realities a bit of a wider berth, lest you forget that your own views are just as malleable and potentially flawed as theirs. When people are disturbed by your behavior, it's not because of some groupthink conspiracy against you, it's because of you, and continuing to blame it on other sources is how you defensively avoid internalizing the toil you feel too subconsciously worried to face, "lest it destroy you" or something dumb and dramatic like that. 

I do take responsibility when I upset others, I apologize and do whatever they want to make it better.

I've only seen you apologize for what you perceive to be an accident, and that only happens for you after you've made it about them. 

It's easy to apologize for accidentally stepping on someone's foot, but it's harder to apologize for stomping on it purposefully. 

On topic though, Flying Monkeys. In the heat of the moment, there isn't anything that can be done about it.

It's not just a bunch of monkeys orbiting around narcs that has you where you are today. 

You should go back to your time of Phoenix symbolism, you were much stronger then than this shadow of your former self you're brandishing at us now. For real dude, you've let yourself go, you used to be much more of a force than this. 

I like that.

Well TC, even I can get hurt. And I wouldn't have bothered making this thread if I never pulled myself together.

This topic looks more like it was made as part of your aforementioned pulling yourself together. 

From the narrative tones anyway, I don't think you're over it. 

As I've mentioned countless times over the years. I look forward to harshness, as I see it as a real opportunity to transform into the better version of myself.

I used to believe this from you, but you're like... gunshy now, and have been for like a year or more. 

And what do you know ? I felt better in 2 days, though I'm not happy about losing friends. 

Something that caused you to lose friends only took two days to get over? I brood over shit like that for months if I bothered to see them as an actual friend. 

Did they not matter to you or something? 

It's been years dude, if it was just because of ingroup machinations you'd have outlasted it. FFS you joined before I did and people already fucking saw it, which inspired me to try to see past it and in the end fail. 

Honestly. I think you're being too dramatic. Like damn. Is this not a good topic of discussion ? We never talked about Flying Monkeys before, and sooner or later it's bound to happen to anyone.

It's only interesting in that you posted it, and how you posted it. You're letting some kind of wound bleed freely on here, even if you've filtered the content down to it's vaguest portions. I mean you were doing this whole "I'm better than all of you, I'm never coming back" nonsense before coming back with this as your first thing to say? 

This is clearly not just about "Flying Monkeys". It's not like this topic just came out of nowhere, it's about what this means to you, but for whatever reason you felt like keeping the context vague. It must be embarrassing, or a deep wound, if you have to go through this much red tape to try to talk about it without overtly discussing it. 

As for your "jokes", dude, it's a defensive smokescreen and we can all see it. You don't want people to laugh at your crazy theories and odd half-baked ideas, and overtime you've learned to add some humorous flair to it so that you have the room to backtrack and tell people you were just trying to be funny. A lot of it parrots and echoes your older rhetoric, but with much more fear. 

You say that after years of debate and frowning at my theism.

I do, you used to have more unabashed gall over your views, but somewhere along the line you realized that you had more positive company around you when you turned that rhetoric into a half-joke to gauge them for reactions. You expect people to judge you for your beliefs now, while before you figured you could educate people. 

You used to just say stuff because you felt it, now you're all gunshy and twitchy. 

As for my crazy theories, I don't know which you're referring to. Overunity ? That happens in nature. Niagara falls for example. 

...where do I even start? 

My jokes are just humor and nothing more, the purpose/reason of my humor are simply to make people laugh. Otherwise I'm either bored or not interested in entertaining you.

Your humor reads to me like a foggy attempt at reading the room, safely. 

Do you fear us, Spatial? Are you only still here because you don't want to see yourself as a coward? 

Funny how you always have so much to say, while asking so many questions, and you're very dramatic. 

It'd be stupid to not ask questions, and drama is the keys to the soul. 

What makes being inquisitive funny, that it's over you at the moment? 

I came back cause I had something I wanted to post. I'm still weening off the forum, and I'm pretty bored these days.

You've been trying to leave this place for years, and you joined this circus even before I did.

You're here to stay, and ought to stop the constant denial over how much you belong here. 

You have me laughing again.

I get it. You feel as though I've called you out and now you feel the need to defend all the things you've been saying about me while mingling with some of my aggressors all of these years. You TC, have been a flying monkey too. Making yourself out to the programmer of your accusations doesn't mean you're right though.

Still, you don't want to talk about Flying Monkeys.

You're right about one thing though. I'm slightly bitter despite my chipper mood. I really liked them. This thread is my swan song, just venting it away. Still I don't see any reason to not write about the passive aggressive monkey business.

Believe what you want. Say what you want about me too, it helps prove my point. 

What? 

Oh wow, I don't even know where to begin with this one. It's like Spatial was taking a huge, 3-hour shit on the toilet and this is the result.

If anyone wants to know how to play the victim like a pro, just look at this thread; you'll be a master victim player in no time!

Stop fucking around, Spatial, you know exactly what you did. No one was conspiring against you, and deep down you know it.

Yes, we found your conspiracy theories to be, uh, out there, but we told you that directly. No passive-aggressiveness needed!

But yeah, let's pretend in Willy Wonka's Chocolate Factory that you just sat there in chat and people decided to take you down. You never made random jokes at the expense of your "friend", the "covert narcissist", huh? Things you knew were traumatic for her? Three of us were there to witness the things you said. And instead of owning up to it, you double down and refuse to take any responsibility whatsoever.

Same shit with me, you refused to take responsibility. By accident, you got my Facebook and decided to dig through it. Fine, whatever. But you had to keep bringing up my *family* and all their names and start asking for their pictures like the total creep you are, even though I asked you prior to stop doing that shit. And you refused to accept responsibility until the "covert narcissist" asked you to. A fake, pseudo-sincere apology. Whatever, we decided to let it go, ACTUALLY, as long as you wouldn't do it again.

The evil "covert narcissist" DEFENDED you repeatedly to me in private chat, saying you were really a good guy and meant no harm. See? This proves you know jack shit since it was ME Spatial, that hasn't really liked you since day one. I tolerated you. But I saw that you were friends with the "covert narcissist" and she put in a good word for you, so I decided to trust her judgment.

Like the great friend you are, you stab her in the fucking back by coming here posting this shit. And talking down to her accusing her of being NPD and all other types of garbage just because YOU are the sole harbinger of what people should find offensive or not. 

@TC, you were right on the money with your analysis of this creep.

Another nigger pulling the victim card. Classic. 

Charles said: 

Stop fucking around, Spatial, you know exactly what you did. No one was conspiring against you, and deep down you know it.

Does he though?