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Cool story.

FOTS said: 

For the first time in years I know what guilt is. But only because I was caught in my lies. I scammed the only person I respect, my grandpa. And my family found out about my suspicious activity and lies.  I only feel guilt bc I was caught in my lies and didn't think through my story enough. Probably I feel guilty bc I failed myself, not bc I was dishonest to the only person I respect. 

Long story short, I dont recognize who I have become. If I want to be successful in life I need to leave this site for good. There are a few people I am fond of but goodbye. For my own good i need to leave bc the toxic people of this forum could help me turn into a monster. Ffs I was planning on committing murder with slay once I got my firearm license. 

Idk if I'll come back or not. Ik that TC will respond immediately with "I'll see you soon". I love you for that TC btw, dont disappoint me. I wasn't going to make this thread bc its gay and cliche and hypocritical. But I'm smashed out of my mind. Just knowing that I care enough about some of you enough to inform you about my current condition would mean that I'll be coming back would mean that my leave isnt permanent. But hypocrisy aside: fuck you jim for enabling my destructive tendencies, I only have me to blame though.

And tony. I wish i listened to you more, i hope someday you will forgive me for my deplorable actions. I admire you as an individual more than anyone else here. Fuck this is some gay shit, I cant believe I typed any of this

 You need to seek some therapy, leaving this place isn't enough. 

Do you see yourself as impressionable? 

Whorechata said: 

FOTS said: 

For the first time in years I know what guilt is. But only because I was caught in my lies. I scammed the only person I respect, my grandpa. And my family found out about my suspicious activity and lies.  I only feel guilt bc I was caught in my lies and didn't think through my story enough. Probably I feel guilty bc I failed myself, not bc I was dishonest to the only person I respect. 

Long story short, I dont recognize who I have become. If I want to be successful in life I need to leave this site for good. There are a few people I am fond of but goodbye. For my own good i need to leave bc the toxic people of this forum could help me turn into a monster. Ffs I was planning on committing murder with slay once I got my firearm license. 

Idk if I'll come back or not. Ik that TC will respond immediately with "I'll see you soon". I love you for that TC btw, dont disappoint me. I wasn't going to make this thread bc its gay and cliche and hypocritical. But I'm smashed out of my mind. Just knowing that I care enough about some of you enough to inform you about my current condition would mean that I'll be coming back would mean that my leave isnt permanent. But hypocrisy aside: fuck you jim for enabling my destructive tendencies, I only have me to blame though.

And tony. I wish i listened to you more, i hope someday you will forgive me for my deplorable actions. I admire you as an individual more than anyone else here. Fuck this is some gay shit, I cant believe I typed any of this

 You need to seek some therapy, leaving this place isn't enough. 

 I'm seeking therapy for my OCD but no way in hell am I mentioning ASPD, I dont want that on my record. Thank you lena :p <3

Turncoat said: 

Do you see yourself as impressionable? 

 I'm impressionable when it comes to degradation. I do a lot to try to reflect my explosive tendencies so it's easy to get me to become a criminal piece of shit. I would commit murder in an instant given the right context

Why do you scam people? Is it for the thrill, financial gain, or both? 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Why do you scam people? Is it for the thrill, financial gain, or both? 

 For no reason at all. Just because I can. I dont care about the money.

FOTS said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Why do you scam people? Is it for the thrill, financial gain, or both? 

 For no reason at all. Just because I can. I dont care about the money.

 What else do you do just because you can?

AliceInWonderland said: 

Why do you scam people? Is it for the thrill, financial gain, or both? 

Ahh the wild thrill of asking grandpa for $50 for school supplies and spending it on knives and leather jackets instead.