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Tryptamine said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Tryptamine said: 

And pass up a chance to spread the gospel of determinism? Nawwww.

 You look so foolish rn.

Heretics will see the truth when it's too late.

 Yes, you will indeed see the truth when it's too late. 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Tryptamine said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Tryptamine said: 

And pass up a chance to spread the gospel of determinism? Nawwww.

 You look so foolish rn.

Heretics will see the truth when it's too late.

 Yes, you will indeed see the truth when it's too late. 

 What is your supposed truth

FOTS said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

FOTS said: 

I'm interested to hear Alice's reasoning for her comment

Sounds illuminating 

 You answered your own question.

FOTS said:

It's a mixture of so many things all connected to OCD

This is just one factor: I haven't gone to classes in almost 2 months because I keep oversleeping. My OCD has me stuck on the idea that if I dont start off the week right, I have to start fresh with the next week. I can't get past that for whatever reason. Rinse, repeat.

 If your definition of a little bitch is somebody who is a failure then I can assure you I'm far from it.

I'm young and was bound to hit a road bump at some point, it would be concerning if everything went as smooth sailing as it has up until now. 

I'm not concerned in the slightest over these problems, I am more than capable of tackling them. Maybe what your seeing is just smoke and mirrors for the effect of dissimulation.

 Concerned enough to dwell on such thoughts. 

AliceInWonderland said: 

FOTS said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

FOTS said: 

I'm interested to hear Alice's reasoning for her comment

Sounds illuminating 

 You answered your own question.

FOTS said:

It's a mixture of so many things all connected to OCD

This is just one factor: I haven't gone to classes in almost 2 months because I keep oversleeping. My OCD has me stuck on the idea that if I dont start off the week right, I have to start fresh with the next week. I can't get past that for whatever reason. Rinse, repeat.

 If your definition of a little bitch is somebody who is a failure then I can assure you I'm far from it.

I'm young and was bound to hit a road bump at some point, it would be concerning if everything went as smooth sailing as it has up until now. 

I'm not concerned in the slightest over these problems, I am more than capable of tackling them. Maybe what your seeing is just smoke and mirrors for the effect of dissimulation.

 Concerned enough to dwell on such thoughts. 

 Ane car manufacturers are concerned with all types of safety features. You have to show interest in something to take action upon it. Seems trivial to point that out.

FOTS said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

FOTS said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

FOTS said: 

I'm interested to hear Alice's reasoning for her comment

Sounds illuminating 

 You answered your own question.

FOTS said:

It's a mixture of so many things all connected to OCD

This is just one factor: I haven't gone to classes in almost 2 months because I keep oversleeping. My OCD has me stuck on the idea that if I dont start off the week right, I have to start fresh with the next week. I can't get past that for whatever reason. Rinse, repeat.

 If your definition of a little bitch is somebody who is a failure then I can assure you I'm far from it.

I'm young and was bound to hit a road bump at some point, it would be concerning if everything went as smooth sailing as it has up until now. 

I'm not concerned in the slightest over these problems, I am more than capable of tackling them. Maybe what your seeing is just smoke and mirrors for the effect of dissimulation.

 Concerned enough to dwell on such thoughts. 

 Ane car manufacturers are concerned with all types of safety features. You have to show interest in something to take action upon it. Seems strange to point that out.

 So you are concerned despite stating you weren't. 

What are you concerned about? Failure? Notice I didn't bring that up, you did. 

Alice said:

So you are concerned despite stating you weren't.

What are you concerned about? Failure? Notice I didn't bring that up, you did.

 That's the point of what I was talking about before with dreams.

There's this strange dichotomy where my subconscious is distressed but my waking self shows no emotional concern about any type of problem I have. I dont care what happens either way because I have many desirable options.  One of which is to finally have an excuse to dissapear into some wildlands. But I'm still taking action  to reconverge with my long term goal despite being indifferent with the outcomes

I'm talking about two types concern.

I have no emotional concern for my issues but some sort of subconscious distress

The other type is that I'm not concerned that i cannot pull myself out of the situations i am currently in.  The issues aren't too big for my feet

FOTS said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Tryptamine said: 

AliceInWonderland said: 

Tryptamine said: 

And pass up a chance to spread the gospel of determinism? Nawwww.

 You look so foolish rn.

Heretics will see the truth when it's too late.

 Yes, you will indeed see the truth when it's too late. 

 What is your supposed truth

Alice wants to be the next Jim Jones, but her frugal Jewish genes will use 25-i-nBome instead and only blanc will show up.

Tryptamine said:

Alice wants to be the next Jim Jones,

 She will gather a group of lesbian followers and poison their period blood fruit punch. 

FOTS said: 

I feel like I should have some sort of insight or opinion about taking the wrong path. But I dont.

Wrong paths are still opportunities, and many right paths are less opportune wrong paths in disguise. 

Sometimes you have to make bad choices to learn who you really are. 

I see no problem with the immoral things that I've done.  I can see that they are wrong and why I shouldn't commit such actions.  I am fully aware of the level of pain that my manipulative behavior can have on vulnerable people.  I cannot bring myself to care.

You cared enough to make an entire topic about it, stop lying to yourself. 

You feel a sense of guilt about not feeling guilty, which is in itself you still feeling guilt over it, just with some convoluted shit you tell yourself about who you are filtering it.