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Why do you call it a "wrong path?"

A note about life roads and routes: Time is linear; there can be no offshoots. Everything is as it was always meant to be, just as tomorrow inevitably flows from today.

Circumstances will blindside you, but planning and action can largely mitigate that. Most successful people will readily attribute their status to hard work and perseverance. I'm sure there is often an element of luck involved, but without hard work, things usually won't get done.

FOTS said: 

I feel like I should have some sort of insight or opinion about taking the wrong path. But I dont.

I see no problem with the immoral things that I've done.  I can see that they are wrong and why I shouldn't commit such actions.  I am fully aware of the level of pain that my manipulative behavior can have on vulnerable people.  I cannot bring myself to care.

Sure, you may be thinking that it's moronic to post this or the former threads, and you would be right under normal circumstances. 

There's always a spur-trail you can take off from your main road. Destiny is fickle. He has no plan for you and what you become is irrelevant to him.  So take your own resourcefulness and put it to use to bushwack a new path.

 It's not the wrong path because it's immoral, it's the wrong path because it's turning you into a little bitch. 

Tryptamine said:

A note about life roads and routes: Time is linear; there can be no offshoots. Everything is as it was always meant to be, just as tomorrow inevitably flows from today.

 Chill...

The passage of time is definite and linear and destiny only reads the pages of his book as they appear. The pages were written by noone and are only the cumulative sum of the previous pages.

I'm talking about paths in a more hypothetical context.  I mean that I have several options before me.  I am not bound to the path I choose to take, I can diverge and converge as I please.  This is why I am not bothered by any wrong choices I may take.

I call it a wrong path because I have done several things, many unrelated to the medpocalypse, that would be considered both uncharacteristic of my moral system and counterproductive to my long term goals.  

In the dreamworld I have had many recent experiences that are trying to tell me that my subconscious is distressed by my actions and deviations from my long term goals. But at the same time I show little regard for this subconscious doubt, specifically on the surface. I am only bothered by it when I'm in the dreamworld.

And pass up a chance to spread the gospel of determinism? Nawwww.

AliceInWonderland said: 

FOTS said: 

I feel like I should have some sort of insight or opinion about taking the wrong path. But I dont.

I see no problem with the immoral things that I've done.  I can see that they are wrong and why I shouldn't commit such actions.  I am fully aware of the level of pain that my manipulative behavior can have on vulnerable people.  I cannot bring myself to care.

Sure, you may be thinking that it's moronic to post this or the former threads, and you would be right under normal circumstances. 

There's always a spur-trail you can take off from your main road. Destiny is fickle. He has no plan for you and what you become is irrelevant to him.  So take your own resourcefulness and put it to use to bushwack a new path.

 It's not the wrong path because it's immoral, it's the wrong path because it's turning you into a little bitch. 

 

Tryptamine said:

A note about life roads and routes: Time is linear; there can be no offshoots. Everything is as it was always meant to be, just as tomorrow inevitably flows from today.

 Chill...

 A little bitch in what way, be as brutally honest as possible

Tryptamine said: 

And pass up a chance to spread the gospel of determinism? Nawwww.

 This is the way of the people

FOTS said: 

The passage of time is definite and linear and destiny only reads the pages of his book as they appear. The pages were written by noone and are only the cumulative sum of the previous pages.

I'm talking about paths in a more hypothetical context.  I mean that I have several options before me.  I am not bound to the path I choose to take, I can diverge and converge as I please.  This is why I am not bothered by any wrong choices I may take.

I call it a wrong path because I have done several things, many unrelated to the medpocalypse, that would be considered both uncharacteristic of my moral system and counterproductive to my long term goals.  

In the dreamworld I have had many recent experiences that are trying to tell me that my subconscious is distressed by my actions and deviations from my long term goals. But at the same time I show little regard for this subconscious doubt, specifically on the surface. I am only bothered by it when I'm in the dreamworld.

20s is a really good time to hone a skill that will provide you security. Waking up at 27 and getting ready to work for some puerile faggot at Arby's will have you working on plan S. It sounds like you have a lot of dissonance going on.

Tryptamine said: 

FOTS said: 

The passage of time is definite and linear and destiny only reads the pages of his book as they appear. The pages were written by noone and are only the cumulative sum of the previous pages.

I'm talking about paths in a more hypothetical context.  I mean that I have several options before me.  I am not bound to the path I choose to take, I can diverge and converge as I please.  This is why I am not bothered by any wrong choices I may take.

I call it a wrong path because I have done several things, many unrelated to the medpocalypse, that would be considered both uncharacteristic of my moral system and counterproductive to my long term goals.  

In the dreamworld I have had many recent experiences that are trying to tell me that my subconscious is distressed by my actions and deviations from my long term goals. But at the same time I show little regard for this subconscious doubt, specifically on the surface. I am only bothered by it when I'm in the dreamworld.

20s is a really good time to hone a skill that will provide you security. Waking up at 27 and getting ready to work for some puerile faggot at Arby's will have you working on plan S. It sounds like you have a lot of dissonance going on.

 Probably, the entire day today I was dizzy. It felt completely dissociative. Hard to describe exactly.  It all rolls back to OCD related depression, nothing interesting. I upped my lexapro dose and have plans to see an OCD specialist 

I'm not on my way to being a minimum wage worker though, that much is definite. I'm more likely to disappear into a national forest before that happens

How is OCD causing you depression?