Sociopath Community

I was invited. Having gotten around to joining though. 

Only if you revive the Murder Blog. 

You know it's funny, I was only just thinking about my murder blog and whether or not I should revive it. You just want to fucking troll me over it, lol. Not that I give a shit. I might just revive it anyway sometime

It's been archived already, but it's the principle of it having been taken down at least two times now. 

I took it down because I was trying to go straight, in a sense. I know you won't understand what I mean by that and I can't really explain it.

Thinking about murder, wanting it, getting the urge to do it... It's like an addiction and those murder stories I wrote were just adding fuel to the fire, especially since they were written about people I really wanted to kill. I go through these moments where I want to get away from all that, but I keep getting the urge to go back to it, to want it again. Like a moth to a flame, that's what it's like.

Well, what do you know. I guess I can explain it. Not fully, but that's good enough.

Reaper said: 

I took it down because I was trying to go straight, in a sense. I know you won't understand what I mean by that and I can't really explain it.

Thinking about murder, wanting it, getting the urge to do it... It's like an addiction and those murder stories I wrote were just adding fuel to the fire, especially since they were written about people I really wanted to kill. I go through these moments where I want to get away from all that, but I keep getting the urge to go back to it, to want it again. Like a moth to a flame, that's what it's like.

Well, what do you know. I guess I can explain it. Not fully, but that's good enough.

I think you should keep it down and I say this for your own mental health benefit as well.

Reaper said: 

I took it down because I was trying to go straight, in a sense. I know you won't understand what I mean by that and I can't really explain it.

Well, what do you know. I guess I can explain it. Not fully, but that's good enough.

Of course you could, this is so straight forward that it makes perfect sense. 

Why would it not make sense for you to try to drop LARPing? 

Thinking about murder, wanting it, getting the urge to do it... It's like an addiction and those murder stories I wrote were just adding fuel to the fire, especially since they were written about people I really wanted to kill. I go through these moments where I want to get away from all that, but I keep getting the urge to go back to it, to want it again. Like a moth to a flame, that's what it's like. 

Might I recommend a d20 game? 

Good said: 

Reaper said: 

I took it down because I was trying to go straight, in a sense. I know you won't understand what I mean by that and I can't really explain it.

Thinking about murder, wanting it, getting the urge to do it... It's like an addiction and those murder stories I wrote were just adding fuel to the fire, especially since they were written about people I really wanted to kill. I go through these moments where I want to get away from all that, but I keep getting the urge to go back to it, to want it again. Like a moth to a flame, that's what it's like.

Well, what do you know. I guess I can explain it. Not fully, but that's good enough.

I think you should keep it down and I say this for your own mental health benefit as well.

 I fully agree with meta. Keep it down and don't succumb back to those thoughts.