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prettiestofflowers said: 

FOTS said: 

prettiestofflowers said: 

FOTS said: 

prettiestofflowers said: 

FOTS said: 

Im not attached to anything, frankly

You could take anything away from me if you wanted and I would get over it in less than a minute

Idk how to put a label on that but if slay has one I guess I'm all ears

 Psychopathic but some psychopaths care about like becoming successful, CEOS, money

Avoidant attachment disorder or something was what Slay thought he had. But Slay cares very very much about his appearance, looks, how he is perceived, his ability to seduce, if women think he's sexy, if he's respectable   And you don't truly care about any of that lol

 

What brings you pleasure currently? Like what activities

 Literally nothing does

I couldn't care less how I spent my day

oof

Sex, girls, money ? No hobbies at all ?

 I find sex uninteresting, money lost meaning to me (I used to be stingy af) i have several hobbies but not for the city, I enjoy kayaking but the water is dangerously cold

 :// I can like feel your emptiness rn. I have some of my own, but I have things that can fill it while its slowly destroying me

Where do you feel your void leading you? Suicide? More intense risk taking? or just aimlessly living each day as it comes....is your void painful or bearable ?

 I mostly live each day as it comes, I definitely risk take by putting myself in positions that would get me mugged, I've gotten close, still hoping.  Suicide is pointless, why would darkness be better than gluttony. Eating is reason enough to stay alive. But that's bc I'm atheist 

You should probably kill yourself now, before it gets worse

FOTS said: 

prettiestofflowers said: 

FOTS said: 

prettiestofflowers said: 

FOTS said: 

prettiestofflowers said: 

FOTS said: 

Im not attached to anything, frankly

You could take anything away from me if you wanted and I would get over it in less than a minute

Idk how to put a label on that but if slay has one I guess I'm all ears

 Psychopathic but some psychopaths care about like becoming successful, CEOS, money

Avoidant attachment disorder or something was what Slay thought he had. But Slay cares very very much about his appearance, looks, how he is perceived, his ability to seduce, if women think he's sexy, if he's respectable   And you don't truly care about any of that lol

 

What brings you pleasure currently? Like what activities

 Literally nothing does

I couldn't care less how I spent my day

oof

Sex, girls, money ? No hobbies at all ?

 I find sex uninteresting, money lost meaning to me (I used to be stingy af) i have several hobbies but not for the city, I enjoy kayaking but the water is dangerously cold

 :// I can like feel your emptiness rn. I have some of my own, but I have things that can fill it while its slowly destroying me

Where do you feel your void leading you? Suicide? More intense risk taking? or just aimlessly living each day as it comes....is your void painful or bearable ?

 I mostly live each day as it comes, I definitely risk take by putting myself in positions that would get me mugged, I've gotten close, still hoping.  Suicide is pointless, why would darkness be better than gluttony. Eating is reason enough to stay alive. But that's bc I'm atheist 

 don't kill yourself, I don't even find you annoying anymore even tho youre a dick. focus on finding shit that makes life exciting for you that you can look forward to each day. There has to be something, an undiscovered passion 

Food was mine for a while ya, it's a good one. What about drugs? Drugs are better than suicide, have you tried all the drugs lol

FOTS said: 

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I've been unhappy since middle school

I've never fealt what it's like to care about another person. I know I'm supposed to but I just cant seem to manage how.

People see through that. You're supposed to get excited to hang out with your friends. I have never once asked to tag along with them. So I've spent the last 10 years alone. 

It used to be that I only needed my aspirations to keep me company. But now, it feels like it all matters less. I dont care about anything because I know that no matter how hard I work toward my future or making my dreams come true, it wont fix the fact that I'll harbor an empty chamber.

Things wont be different just because I have a house and I live in a new place.  I wanted to think that if I took antidepressants my carefreeness would eventually dissolve. But I only become more set in stone than the past day. clearly this has more to do with a disordered personality than some clinical depression. Living in this empty plane is inherently depressing, everyone feels it on some level. So that cant be what my problem is because it doesnt affect me anymore than the next guy...I'm just disordered despite my every attempt to keep things in order to satisfy my OCD

 On a surface glance, I'd say relax you're overthinking it.

You're halfway there by acknowledging people go through this to some measure. I'd consider myself a pretty likeable person in social situations and i've never had an issue making friends. But at a certain age most people dread hanging out with others. Outside of online interactions and work, it's normal for me to go 4-5 months without talking to someone. Life's exhausting, mundane and depressing, just try not to get caught in a rut of indulging in that.

I haven't cared for anyone romantically in 3 years and even that was pretty brief.  I don't know you or what your issues are but don't let the idea of social interaction get inflated from scarcity. It's a very hollow experience, even the closest of friends won't ever truly be able to understand eachother. 

Accept it and find something you enjoy

FOTS this is Med. Were you an only child ?

Kestrel said: 

FOTS said: 

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I've been unhappy since middle school

I've never fealt what it's like to care about another person. I know I'm supposed to but I just cant seem to manage how.

People see through that. You're supposed to get excited to hang out with your friends. I have never once asked to tag along with them. So I've spent the last 10 years alone. 

It used to be that I only needed my aspirations to keep me company. But now, it feels like it all matters less. I dont care about anything because I know that no matter how hard I work toward my future or making my dreams come true, it wont fix the fact that I'll harbor an empty chamber.

Things wont be different just because I have a house and I live in a new place.  I wanted to think that if I took antidepressants my carefreeness would eventually dissolve. But I only become more set in stone than the past day. clearly this has more to do with a disordered personality than some clinical depression. Living in this empty plane is inherently depressing, everyone feels it on some level. So that cant be what my problem is because it doesnt affect me anymore than the next guy...I'm just disordered despite my every attempt to keep things in order to satisfy my OCD

 On a surface glance, I'd say relax you're overthinking it.

You're halfway there by acknowledging people go through this to some measure. I'd consider myself a pretty likeable person in social situations and i've never had an issue making friends. But at a certain age most people dread hanging out with others. Outside of online interactions and work, it's normal for me to go 4-5 months without talking to someone. Life's exhausting, mundane and depressing, just try not to get caught in a rut of indulging in that.

I haven't cared for anyone romantically in 3 years and even that was pretty brief.  I don't know you or what your issues are but don't let the idea of social interaction get inflated from scarcity. It's a very hollow experience, even the closest of friends won't ever truly be able to understand eachother. 

Accept it and find something you enjoy

 I have no problem making friends, that's easy. I have an issue keeping them because I dont care about all the antics and pretending to enjoy what they enjoy and pretending to care that they exist in general 

Med said:

FOTS this is Med. Were you an only child ?

 No, I have 3 brothers. I find them entertaining because they're not phone vampires like everyone else my age.  But I'm not sure if I care about them if not only bc it would affect my parents. I think my parents are the only people I actually care about but I can tell it's in a different way than how most people care about their parents 

I said hey. 

prettiestofflowers said: 

 and with everyone else it was a good idea 

 EXCUSE ME, MISS HERB WITCH

FOTS said: 

Kestrel said: 

FOTS said: 

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I've been unhappy since middle school

I've never fealt what it's like to care about another person. I know I'm supposed to but I just cant seem to manage how.

People see through that. You're supposed to get excited to hang out with your friends. I have never once asked to tag along with them. So I've spent the last 10 years alone. 

It used to be that I only needed my aspirations to keep me company. But now, it feels like it all matters less. I dont care about anything because I know that no matter how hard I work toward my future or making my dreams come true, it wont fix the fact that I'll harbor an empty chamber.

Things wont be different just because I have a house and I live in a new place.  I wanted to think that if I took antidepressants my carefreeness would eventually dissolve. But I only become more set in stone than the past day. clearly this has more to do with a disordered personality than some clinical depression. Living in this empty plane is inherently depressing, everyone feels it on some level. So that cant be what my problem is because it doesnt affect me anymore than the next guy...I'm just disordered despite my every attempt to keep things in order to satisfy my OCD

 On a surface glance, I'd say relax you're overthinking it.

You're halfway there by acknowledging people go through this to some measure. I'd consider myself a pretty likeable person in social situations and i've never had an issue making friends. But at a certain age most people dread hanging out with others. Outside of online interactions and work, it's normal for me to go 4-5 months without talking to someone. Life's exhausting, mundane and depressing, just try not to get caught in a rut of indulging in that.

I haven't cared for anyone romantically in 3 years and even that was pretty brief.  I don't know you or what your issues are but don't let the idea of social interaction get inflated from scarcity. It's a very hollow experience, even the closest of friends won't ever truly be able to understand eachother. 

Accept it and find something you enjoy

 I have no problem making friends, that's easy. I have an issue keeping them because I dont care about all the antics and pretending to enjoy what they enjoy and pretending to care that they exist in general 

Same. I have 3 friends I've know for 12+ years, my best friends. They live within walking distance of me and I just cant bring myself to really care about hanging out. It's a normal thing with adult life