Sociopath Community

Keep pulling wool over your eyes
Self deception selects suicide
A suicidal disciple since I was a child
Never gave a fuck about my life
That's just me keepin it mild
Switching up perscriptions
Preference for blurs over definition
Choosing fake religions
Missing why their toes keep twitching
I know the tones that match
Don't ask
Knod your head, act like you know
I been where nobody wants to go

Now the noose is tied
I won't listen to what they plead
Please oh please just listen to me
For what?
Choke and drop to the floor-
Swing low with a rope around your throat
Body beggin to pull in air once more
Choking back on blood as it pours
As if I could give a fuck
Why would I care
For what does a care go for?

rather plot on you under cover

I isolate from all you mother fuckers

You were not with me when I watched it all go up in flames
I drink my medicine from a bottled labeled pain
Shared the contents it gave
You poured it out and let it fade
Pretend like you know me
Drop my name in small talk
Act like you met the real me
Not the one with a mask up
Never let a body know
Fuck everything and fuck myself
Act like you know me, but you don't
Say you a friend but it don't show
You think we boys but ya never ring my phone
See- I been fuckin up my life no joke
Tore myself limb by limb for more
Doin anything just to know
Digging deeper for the gold
Throwing up blood on the floor
look in my eyes and they show
That I been thru the shit before
Fuck with that boy? I won't
Killers I know say so.
That's the way it be
Fuck what your friends say
Fuck what the man says
I come from a place where nobody feels safe
Y'all was sleeping with your eyes closed
I always sleep with one open
Don't want to get cuts on my throat
All these punks act like they know
They run their mouths like they shit gold
I am the one who never sleeps and never breathes
Taking in and observing everything~
Never let a word slip unless I know a certainty

You self interject, nothin makes me sicker
Always boasting your fucking emotions
On how you are so fucking broken
Think I'm joking about my suicidal wishes
I'd rather fall in ditches
Act like you better, but really you bitter

Bit by bit by bit I let it go
Oh so now you wanna know how it goes now that I'm bout to go
Keep it on the lows
You so slow
Fill their lungs till they sink to the ocean floor
Gun metal briefly heated
Dismiss the blurry vision oh I just can't handle it mother fuckers
Need some quotations I can't follow along mother fuckers
Mother fuckers
Well that's too bad, boo hoo, y'all fuckin suck
Act like that's personal, and I'll religiously switch the lanes until I spill your guts.
Wouldn't be triggered if you ate lunch.
Serving you with what's up,
flows over you dumb numb mutts
Act like they know what's up
Hold breath and role play
You actors act up in the wrong lanes
I'm a beast I feel no pain
Don't think twice I put a move on
Cut you off like some cheap coupons
Get a clue, I'll be gone
Rollin
Rolling
Smoke weed
Smokin
Smoking
Roll weed

My burnt bridges really mean nothing
Abandon those who do not see
You wouldn't miss me
If I was a dead as could be
Id be a dismissed silhouette
Don't envision me as a friend
It's not an accident
I know I don't matter
You'd never know until I was decomposing in the grave anyways
Superficial relationships need to fade
Just pretend by a belt I'll hang
It really is just the same
Nothing you can say will change my sway

Tell me I wrote another poem
I just happen to rhyme accidental

 Nobody reading , just dismissing

Fuck digesting, try skimming

You don't need me

I can walk out 

I don't need you

So why the disbelief that I have no reason to be livin

I can carelessly throw anything aside

I do it to friends, family, and my own time

Nobody can stop 

Everybody breathes

It's the power of the tide

Happens all the time

Now and then again it doesn't matter in the end

getting it?

Never raise suspicion 

Bring a set of keys

Watch how the shepherd leads the sheep

Nothing here to see

You gotta take your time

Learn to play the cards

It makes an impact when it stands far apart

Thanks for that one time logging in; you such a friend

Middle finger up I'm leaving the same way I came in

We see eye to eye I see 

I'm ready to be done with this forum

Almost there

Partially wanna stop at 999 posts 

999/666

But meh. 

Some of y'all aren't that bad. But I can't be bothered to keep in touch, and I feel nor can you.

It's ok, we can be transparent about how meaningless it all really is.

~So Long~

Good luck and all that. 

We keep in touch on discord it’s not hard you goof 

also you might wanna try some anti-depressants 

thinkinf about suicide this much and meaninglessness and emptiness in everything all the time isn’t normal it might be normal to you but yeah with meds you can make all that stop 

So long. This forum will be rlly lame, now, without you.

I may still look you up elsewhere on line, if you don't mind.

But only if I decide to rewrite those parts of my book I was thinking about getting your input on.

It's a shame luna torched your best work on the old SC. I may still be interested in reading backup copies if you have any. 

If you're willing.

It may be a few months, tho. My health has been going downhill lately.

And I slipped on the ice and smacked my head so hard my friend heard the noise from 12 ft away in the car.

I prolly fractured my wrist, and maybe messed up my back.

I hope I don't end up in an induced coma while the doctors siphon out my brain or smthg    D:

Take care and all my best to you   :)