never have (more than like curse words and imagining violent shit happening to people I dont like) but I'm talking about real heavy black magik. invoking daemons to do my bidding and shit. decided not to
its better to be angelic, in my opinion. I would rather handle my emotions the high vibration way than the low vibration way, for no reason other than thats what feels better to me. personal preference as a magician/sorceress
see I had to get to the point where I had the knowledge, understanding and protection to actually safely be able to do it, to anyone I wanted and for any reason. and now that I can, I don't feel the desire to anymore lol
black magik is kind of gross to me. I look down on people who use it. but again its just personal preference. im fine with being a victim and would rather be a victim than truly evil