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Slay said: 

prettiestofflowers said: 

He's going to end up a serial killer if he isn't one already. We all know he's already a serial rapist lol killing is just natural to happen next

 This is actually a good point. From my knowledge on repeat killers is they tend to be males who are making up for something they are lacking in their life. This lack tends to be fulfilling relationships, or a passion. Thrill killers seek an escape from their mundane lives. If these people were actually enjoying life, they'd have no need to kill to feel alive, or, kill in order to feel in control of something. 

Of course, this doesn't include compulsive killers who do so out of sexual desire. These are filling a sexual need they don't get from normal means. 

 i do think about becoming a serial killer more often recently

ive been wanting to mutilate animals but i live in a city atm, for now

out of boredom ofc

Turncoat said: 

FOTS said: 

This isnt depression. It feels different. I'm not sad, I'm completely indifferent to everything 

Sadness has more to offer than numbness. Sadness can flesh out and give significance to life, while to turn away from feelings entirely is willful ignorance of the pain it brings. Even a particularly sorrowful song or movie can feel stronger when you're in the right mindset for it. 

It's nice to see that this has become a thinker for you though. Depth is always better than Deaf. 

 this sounds insightful but im having trouble reading it because your avi is distracting me

Blanc said: 

FOTS said: 

I've become completely indifferent to everything recently. My passions dont mean anything to me anymore. Nothing lights afire inside of me. I haven't really worked on getting an internship because I'm indifferent to success and money has lost meaning. 

This isnt depression. It feels different. I'm not sad, I'm completely indifferent to everything 

 Dysthymia 

 

that actually is depression just a subtype 

 

and honestly I’ve 100% been there and still sometimes struggle with it 

 

it’s hard to make it stop and requires work and therapy 

 

apathy is very comfortable until it isn’t anymore 

 

it’s dangerous like a drug in that it’s like a warm sedative and then you’re hooked and you can never get enough. 

and drugs really fuck you up. 

this apathy fucks you up to the same extent. It just takes a little longer than crack 

 could be because i coudnt take my antidepressants 3 days out of the week bc i woke up mid-day

ive been sleeping so much recently, bad sign

FOTS said: 

Turncoat said: 

FOTS said: 

This isnt depression. It feels different. I'm not sad, I'm completely indifferent to everything 

Sadness has more to offer than numbness. Sadness can flesh out and give significance to life, while to turn away from feelings entirely is willful ignorance of the pain it brings. Even a particularly sorrowful song or movie can feel stronger when you're in the right mindset for it. 

It's nice to see that this has become a thinker for you though. Depth is always better than Deaf. 

 this sounds insightful but im having trouble reading it because your avi is distracting me

Read it on the post you quoted me on then. 

FOTS said: 

Turncoat said: 

FOTS said: 

This isnt depression. It feels different. I'm not sad, I'm completely indifferent to everything 

Sadness has more to offer than numbness. Sadness can flesh out and give significance to life, while to turn away from feelings entirely is willful ignorance of the pain it brings. Even a particularly sorrowful song or movie can feel stronger when you're in the right mindset for it. 

It's nice to see that this has become a thinker for you though. Depth is always better than Deaf. 

 this sounds insightful but im having trouble reading it because your avi is distracting me

 oh ok, yeah, i live in sadness, idky but its my state of mind. it does have depth which is why i dont have too much of a problem with it. doesnt bother me at all anymore

I meant emotional depth, the nuance that can be found from being more sensitive. 

There are advantages to blindness, but I'm not one to advocate it. 

Edit: So wait, are you mopey or lethargic then?