I've become completely indifferent to everything recently. My passions dont mean anything to me anymore. Nothing lights afire inside of me. I haven't really worked on getting an internship because I'm indifferent to success and money has lost meaning.
This isnt depression. It feels different. I'm not sad, I'm completely indifferent to everything
I've become completely indifferent to everything recently. My passions dont mean anything to me anymore. Nothing lights afire inside of me. I haven't really worked on getting an internship because I'm indifferent to success and money has lost meaning.
This isnt depression. It feels different. I'm not sad, I'm completely indifferent to everything
Dangerous? Yeah, probably. Apathy is death. You'll end up living as a superficial observer of your own life instead of its main actor. Maybe eventually you'll conclude living is not worth bothering with it, so you'll die. Maybe you're okay with that. But maybe you still have some fight left in you.
You are having a zoomer crisis. I know because I had the same at your age. You might find out you are interested and passionate about things that are completely different than the ones you have been pursuing. Im a guy whos obsessed with computers and I just got into tarot and paranormal recently for ex.
He's going to end up a serial killer if he isn't one already. We all know he's already a serial rapist lol killing is just natural to happen next
This is actually a good point. From my knowledge on repeat killers is they tend to be males who are making up for something they are lacking in their life. This lack tends to be fulfilling relationships, or a passion. Thrill killers seek an escape from their mundane lives. If these people were actually enjoying life, they'd have no need to kill to feel alive, or, kill in order to feel in control of something.
Of course, this doesn't include compulsive killers who do so out of sexual desire. These are filling a sexual need they don't get from normal means.
I've become completely indifferent to everything recently. My passions dont mean anything to me anymore. Nothing lights afire inside of me. I haven't really worked on getting an internship because I'm indifferent to success and money has lost meaning.
This isnt depression. It feels different. I'm not sad, I'm completely indifferent to everything
Dysthymia
that actually is depression just a subtype
and honestly I’ve 100% been there and still sometimes struggle with it
it’s hard to make it stop and requires work and therapy
apathy is very comfortable until it isn’t anymore
it’s dangerous like a drug in that it’s like a warm sedative and then you’re hooked and you can never get enough.
and drugs really fuck you up.
this apathy fucks you up to the same extent. It just takes a little longer than crack
It's not indifference that is the problem, but what "indifference" could be hiding is another story. It's a blanket set of characteristics that can be representative of many things, especially when it's just being narrated online.
Genuine indifference is more like a blind spot, while putting on an act (especially for ourselves) tends to narrate the construct ideal. It's how you can see someone spazzing out while insisting that they're bored and that nothing is wrong.
In less words, the ones who narrate their stoicism tend to not be stoic at all. The volume of how much they insist it to be the case is further indication.
This isnt depression. It feels different. I'm not sad, I'm completely indifferent to everything
Sadness has more to offer than numbness. Sadness can flesh out and give significance to life, while to turn away from feelings entirely is willful ignorance of the pain it brings. Even a particularly sorrowful song or movie can feel stronger when you're in the right mindset for it.
It's nice to see that this has become a thinker for you though. Depth is always better than Deaf.
I just got into tarot and paranormal recently for ex.
Tarot is a hell of a racket, the perfect con artistry gateway.
