aubrieta I wasn't trying to copy you, I don't even know how I wound up on his channel today.
I just remember thinking of CYR and I went to his channel to see what the fuck he was doing with his life, I haven't watched him in like a long time. And then I see he hasn't uploaded in a year, and I see other people that are in his circle of people haven't uploaded in a while.
(I met him and all of his youtube friends a long time ago, back when I was like really into youtube is why I was like, how the fuck is he doing lol)
and then, I thought about onision because I know he did collabs with him and I was like how the fuck is onision doing, what is he up to. so I went to his channel.
and then I see he's having "mental breakdowns" and I had to watch them to see, are they fake or real. quickly realized they were fake. and continued watching them because they were funny.
because they actually made me laugh out loud- I decided to share, as many people do share videos here. like, tryp for instance loves to do that. and, I have been known to do that for quite some time as well.
so you could even go as far as to say I'm copying tryp now by uploading videos, even though I've been doing that forever as well and, anyone can upload videos here they wanted to share without it being them copying someone for god sake.
I'm not obsessed or crushing on him like you are, don't worry. I just find the content hilarious, and thought it was worth sharing for everyone who didn't know this was happening on a very bizarre obscure corner of the internet. lol
I still do find him unsettling and don't watch his videos, I just watched the mental breakdown compilations because I had to see- is he actually mentally breaking down or not?