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Do you think that is mostly due to some of your moods and patterns of thought? Or something else?

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Some sense of deep underlying negativity. I remember when I got my college acceptance letter, my family was excited, and baffled that I was nonchalant about it. My own experience of getting that could have been summed up as, "well, this is what's next." It's been that way for a very long time.

 I was the same way when I got into uni.

If the above comment is for me: I think it's do to my personality. For some reason I reject closeness from people, you cant depend on others

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Do you think that is mostly due to some of your moods and patterns of thought? Or something else?

It was just wake up, go to school, eat during the downtime, go home, enjoy some hobby or hang out with people, eat food, try to sleep (and fail), rinse repeat. 

Nothing up to a point ever had me have to think where I'd be the next day when it came to personal responsibilities. It was extremely comforting to never have to do that part myself, and once I had to I saw that there was no sense of direction without it. 

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FOTS said: 

edit: more gentle with my opinions

 Pardon?

 its a reminder to myself

Why not instead learn to play the game of causality, instead of merely being it's spectator? 

 lol its called being a part of real life, I have a full time job and friends I'm with on a regular basis, and more recently a bf. not spending too much effort trying to control and interact with retards online :) and i havent ever really

its amazing how typing a few words here and there  very min effort can make people think you care and are invested lol

last edit on 1/4/2020 3:33:24 AM
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This is prob the biggest emotional betrayal since Luna nuked the forum sc has experienced, outing this Lol

 

sorry not sorry :) you'll all be ok

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"If I cover up with lies now, they won't be able to tell the difference!"

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Yes what an ugly trannie thinks of me is a life or death matter!!! and ugly autistic midgets and old ugly hags and ugly cowboys and grandparents alcoholic basement dwellers and Jews catfishes and wanna-be e girls too scared to show their wrecked ugly faces due to years of being a crack and heroin whore!!!!!

 

AHHHHHHHHHH I CARE SO MUCH THE PEOPLE OF THIS FORUM ARE JUST soooooo cool :,(((((((((((((

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THEY SEE THROUGH MY LIES AND MY LIES ARE ONLY WHAT THEY WANT TO BE LIES AND NOT THE ACTUAL LIES OH NOOOOOOO LOLOLOL

whatever shall I do how can I handle them believing the lies are truth and the truth is lies???????? :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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