This thread is dedicated to FOTS only
To get the ball rolling, ask me a question
Have you ever fantasized about serial killing?
Yeah, a lot actually. I always carry a knife because I want someone to mug me and give me an excuse to kill someone. I've been dreaming a lot about that, I always finish them of in my dreams by stabbing them in the side of the neck and ripping backward. I can feel their neck jaggedly ripping as their blood showers me
Where do you think the fantasy stems from?
This thread is dedicated to FOTS only
To get the ball rolling, ask me a question
Have you ever fantasized about serial killing?
Yeah, a lot actually. I always carry a knife because I want someone to mug me and give me an excuse to kill someone. I've been dreaming a lot about that, I always finish them of in my dreams by stabbing them in the side of the neck and ripping backward. I can feel their neck jaggedly ripping as their blood showers me
Where do you think the fantasy stems from?
Good question, idk. I've always been the type to run through scenarios in my head and plan the best reaction. It began with that. Slowly over time my plan for being mugged became more and more vicious until I liked the idea of killing someone. It was piecemeal. I like the idea of dominating someone in that way, it's just like the animal kingdom, so primal...and people who know me know how primal I can act being that I'm an outdoorsman
I have a bit of a knack for pointing out people like that. It's a little hard to make them into a construct. I might be projecting myself but I can recognize these people. They have a certain quiet intensity they give off. I think these people are partly psychopathic, narcissistic, and schizoid. They're distant loners, not necessarily social loneliness I'm referring to here; rather a detached way of viewing others. They seem unconcerned with most things, and have different value systems than most. They like to fantasize about things that make them feel alive. Extreme stuff. Like murder, rape, torture, in general crimes that are offer psychological gratification rather than materialistic or opportunistic gain.
I see you and Syntetik leaning that way. I already know that for me, serial killing will not be a matter of if, but when and how. For you murder might simply be an enjoyable fantasy and you want it to stay that way. As for me, I particularly get off on causing destruction and mayhem. I particularly enjoy seeing the fruits of my labor as in how those affected react to it, which is why I like causing emotional pain.
I think there are particular dials on personality traits and sometimes they are tuned just right to create this phenomena. Not necessarily as a genetic thing, but also environment.
They have a certain quiet intensity they give off. I think these people are partly psychopathic, narcissistic, and schizoid. They're distant loners, not necessarily social loneliness I'm referring to here; rather a detached way of viewing others. They seem unconcerned with most things, and have different value systems than most. They like to fantasize about things that make them feel alive. Extreme stuff. Like murder, rape, torture, in general crimes that are offer psychological gratification rather than materialistic or opportunistic gain.
I do have a certain intensity, that's y I was unpopular for most of my youth. I'm not NPD, just a healthy amount of confidence. Yes on the distant loner in a detached sort of way: I was just talking to jim about how I dont enjoy sex unless I love the person. I find it pointless and boring otherwise. I'm very unconcerned with many things, I find it hard to care about a lot. My values of minimalism reflect that. My value system is different, yes. People find it confusing and interesting. And yes on murder but never for materialistic gain, I dont understand that. No no no to rape, fuck that. Torture is ok if I have the ability to cover it up, only when murder is the primary objective
I dont think sin is the kind of person to act on his murder fantasies
I'm waiting for the perfect opportunity, consequence free
The day will probably never come. I suppose I'm more risky because I'm taking an active approach to fulfilling my desires. Why do you think I got a motorcycle? Do you know just how easy it is to take people out while driving a crotch rocket with no license plate and wearing a helmet? Not to mention you can store your bike in the garage or backyard.
I dont think sin is the kind of person to act on his murder fantasies
I'm waiting for the perfect opportunity, consequence free
The day will probably never come. I suppose I'm more risky because I'm taking an active approach to fulfilling my desires. Why do you think I got a motorcycle? Do you know just how easy it is to take people out while driving a crotch rocket with no license plate and wearing a helmet? Not to mention you can store your bike in the garage or backyard.
That's clever, shit...
Fully geared, all black, no logos. Stolen plates as to not arouse suspicion on the street. Revolvers best for hits. Powerful in short range, easy to carry, and the shells stay in the gun. Cheap asf, you can get a .38 special for less than $200.
Now, if I was really trying to make money off this... I'd have someone I trust in the back. We pull up, have them get out, gun them down, get back on the bike and we dip. In and out in mere seconds. Easy money. There's a market out there for people wanting other people dead. Not just limited to contract kills either; there's also robbery.
Fully geared, all black, no logos. Stolen plates as to not arouse suspicion on the street. Revolvers best for hits. Powerful in short range, easy to carry, and the shells stay in the gun. Cheap asf, you can get a .38 special for less than $200.
Now, if I was really trying to make money off this... I'd have someone I trust in the back. We pull up, have them get out, gun them down, get back on the bike and we dip. In and out in mere seconds. Easy money. There's a market out there for people wanting other people dead. Not just limited to contract kills either; there's also robbery.
You think I could get into contract killing? I like the idea of the thrill
Fully geared, all black, no logos. Stolen plates as to not arouse suspicion on the street. Revolvers best for hits. Powerful in short range, easy to carry, and the shells stay in the gun. Cheap asf, you can get a .38 special for less than $200.
Now, if I was really trying to make money off this... I'd have someone I trust in the back. We pull up, have them get out, gun them down, get back on the bike and we dip. In and out in mere seconds. Easy money. There's a market out there for people wanting other people dead. Not just limited to contract kills either; there's also robbery.
You think I could get into contract killing? I like the idea of the thrill
theres a fine line separating me from being a good person and plummeting into a pitfall and unfortunately it only takes a small bit of encouragement from slay XD
