In my friend groups, I was referred to as a psychopath, on some level in the past, I took this with viewing myself as special. Especially when one of those friends, looked up to me for some reason, and wished he could be as cold as me.
I don't consider myself "that cold" or a psychopath.
I guess to some degree, perhaps there's an ego that views me as superior but. I do recognize that there are pros and cons to whatever I am now. I still seek to better myself.
I would still hold TC's regard to me as a "short circuiting robot" to be true to an extent.
I would say for the most part, I am indifferent to what I am, what matters to me is bettering myself and becoming what I wish to be, and achieving my goals. Aspects of myself, I do dislike as they get in the way of progress, but I seek to channel those distractions into positive goals.
I'm sure TC will point out some contradiction in me, and I'll look forward to seeing that, their feedback is appreciated.
I don't think I'm the same emotionally unstable as say like Blanc, but different in that mine is mostly zeal based on an ideological level and I want to violently purge those I deem degenerative and torture them.
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