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You remind me of Churchill a bit. 

Not being neurotypical means you have a neurological disorder, like autism or bipolar. It's not used for people who have psychological disorders. 

FOTS said: 

Do you think it makes you special somehow

Admit it, you're an uninteresting delusional mess with an inflated worldview 

Now can we stop pretending you have personality and have a real conversation 

 Most of the time, I don't think I'm special on a conscious level. But I know that deep down in my subconscious, I believe myself to be. Objectively I do find myself uninterestingly shallow and rather base. But again, my subconscious doesn't believe that. It's a weird thing when I can humble myself by saying objectively true things but I don't really believe it. It has no effect on my psyche. I don't know if my ego is super duper protected by mental processes I learned over time or I'm naturally resilient like that. 

My mind is pretty split on this but, sometimes I think I have mental issues and sometimes I don't. I know irl some people find me odd because I don't respond to things in a way they consider normal. One thing I've noticed is that everything I do has an influencing/manipulative component to it. I'm pretty calculated, and even the most minute of things I do on purpose for an effect. Even when I show vulnerability, or when I show a different side to myself, it really is just an act I'm putting on because for whatever reason it's satisfying me at the time. I seem to have different sides to myself. All genuine. I might have the desire to be the bad guy one minute, a hero the next. They're all real moods I have. I'm pretty confusing to myself, so I don't think on it much. The most probably answer is a lack of identity. I don't want a particular identity for ever, perhaps I just get bored of being a certain way after some time, so I switch it up a lot. 

Slay said: 

FOTS said: 

Do you think it makes you special somehow

Admit it, you're an uninteresting delusional mess with an inflated worldview 

Now can we stop pretending you have personality and have a real conversation 

 Most of the time, I don't think I'm special on a conscious level. But I know that deep down in my subconscious, I believe myself to be. Objectively I do find myself uninterestingly shallow and rather base. But again, my subconscious doesn't believe that. It's a weird thing when I can humble myself by saying objectively true things but I don't really believe it. It has no effect on my psyche. I don't know if my ego is super duper protected by mental processes I learned over time or I'm naturally resilient like that. 

My mind is pretty split on this but, sometimes I think I have mental issues and sometimes I don't. I know irl some people find me odd because I don't respond to things in a way they consider normal. One thing I've noticed is that everything I do has an influencing/manipulative component to it. I'm pretty calculated, and even the most minute of things I do on purpose for an effect. Even when I show vulnerability, or when I show a different side to myself, it really is just an act I'm putting on because for whatever reason it's satisfying me at the time. I seem to have different sides to myself. All genuine. I might have the desire to be the bad guy one minute, a hero the next. They're all real moods I have. I'm pretty confusing to myself, so I don't think on it much. The most probably answer is a lack of identity. I don't want a particular identity for ever, perhaps I just get bored of being a certain way after some time, so I switch it up a lot. 

 Strangely I do the same thing and I'm pretty normal, maybe you're not aspd after all slay

FOTS said: 

Do you think it makes you special somehow

I'm eccentric, but that doesn't mean anything big picture. 

Admit it, you're an uninteresting delusional mess with an inflated worldview 

I disagree, I find a lot of people here interesting. 

Now can we stop pretending you have personality and have a real conversation 

Sure.

I'm not spatialtony on Pokemon Go. I'd rather brag with my own party than have someone else get the credit. 

FOTS said: 

Do you think it makes you special somehow

Admit it, you're an uninteresting delusional mess with an inflated worldview 

Now can we stop pretending you have personality and have a real conversation 

 This sounds a lot like chapter 4 of the PUA Handbook

Turncoat said: 

FOTS said: 

Now can we stop pretending you have personality and have a real conversation 

Sure.

I'm not spatialtony on Pokemon Go. I'd rather brag with my own party than have someone else get the credit. 

 Must be cawk then.  Why do you spend so much time on sc, does your life suck or something 

FOTS said: 

Turncoat said: 

FOTS said: 

Now can we stop pretending you have personality and have a real conversation 

Sure.

I'm not spatialtony on Pokemon Go. I'd rather brag with my own party than have someone else get the credit. 

 Must be cawk then.  Why do you spend so much time on sc, does your life suck or something 

It's easy enough to check it between things at the speed it updates these days, otherwise I read and type pretty quickly. 

Girl Meat said: 

FOTS said: 

Do you think it makes you special somehow

Admit it, you're an uninteresting delusional mess with an inflated worldview 

Now can we stop pretending you have personality and have a real conversation 

 This sounds a lot like chapter 4 of the PUA Handbook

 Are you implying I'm a womanizer 

Shut up thot, only speak when spoken to