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Slay said: 

I got angry and broke my door. Punched through it. I didn't want to do this, but felt it was necessary to teach roommate a lesson. Now, I'm just angry at myself for acting stupid and wish I could take it back. It wasn't needed, it solved nothing, ultimately a fail in instrumental aggression. A failure to myself. 

*I suppose reading this makes it seem like I'm making a big deal out of something not that serious. I really dislike losing control. Though in this case I still decided to do this, it was ultimately something irrational. It genuinely hurts me to see the door like this, and I have no idea why. 

 As it turns out this will be a lesson to you, then eventually you'll start to master your impulses. When you're ready you'll be the first to know.

Replace the door before the landlord sees it.

natasha87 said: 

aubrieta said: 

the key is to like......disintegrate those impulses. thats what im working on figuring out how to do anyway

 therapy, helps u understand what it is ur really mad about which takes the wind out of it

 hmm ya, there are definitely a few issues i havent got to the root of yet, probably with slay too. i want to tho, I feel ready. hopefully soon 

You probably had legitimate anger, it just sounds like you didn't have a good way to channel it.

next time instead of punching something

just think about soft mushy poop on ur face that always calms me down