being that I am underdeveloped mentally and can not function at the level of neurotypical human beings (I can not complete tasks as fast/efficiently as other humans, my fight response was non-existent but is starting to develop, my social skills/cognitive empathy is only recently starting to develop) I'm 22 years old and I don't understand why I have not been eliminated from the human race up to this point.
I have been in innumerable circumstances where I was defenseless and could easily be hurt/taken advantage of by strangers, that in normal circumstances would have hurt and taken advantage of a human female that had $ and could not defend herself, but didn't. they would genuinely be confused and try to get me to come back and talk to them but I would just keep walking. I had even been asked if I was retarded by men before on the streets (particularly in black neighborhoods, I am a white female, 5'8, pretty but clearly no street smarts etc)
I have also talked my self out of being raped, escaped situations where I subconsciously knew I was in danger etc. but looking back, with a new more realistic view of the world, human nature and evolution, how?? I used to be the perfect prey, and I was victimized emotionally, willingly sleeping with disgusting men for free, being manipulated into humiliating my self etc. but never physically taken advantage of and I'm trying to understand why lol