& borderline pd. sometimes I pretend to be a psychopath because I'm part retarded. literally (: I have high functioning autism. idk why I was not dxed this when I was institutionalized.
I quit my job because I realized why I wasn't making friends with the normal group. I am self-aware enough that I can understand what other people think of me and that is that I am childish and "naive" and not able to complete certain tasks at a normal rate. and I ask a lot of questions (but I'm trying to stop). I think what really pissed them off is I have an ego on top of this & probably gave off an air of being better than them so they think I was spoiled (& I was, by my mom).
this is my life when I'm not being delusional & I'm trying to stop being delusional. I think I act more retarded in certain circumstances but other times I can pass for normal lol. FML