it seems like most people my age that are socially normal don't like me or at least don't want to be friends (or maybe I don't want to be friends idk if its my covert narcissism) so feel free to tell me why u hate me. go (:
it's funny because the "normal" people, from my point of view, are the ones lacking originality? they are always copying each other trying to fit in and be liked, using the same phrases, creating memes for lack of a better word......honestly its kind of like a hive mind mentality in the "normal" group lol. so that is interesting
wait.....maybe it's because i don't try to impress anyone?? lol this is clicking.......i only have ever really truly loved my self and a couple of real psychopaths i dated because they completely mirrored me. so maybe this is why?? i don't try to fit in because i don't care? but i do care.....because i want friends i think. i go back & forth on if I want friends
i think you expect to be treated with respect you haven't earned. when this doesn't happen you become confused, perhaps desperately suckling on anything that will provide supply. i get the sense you're really irritating to be around and a show off without the goods to back it up.
I promise i'm not a show off, I purposefully try to make people think I'm less intelligent and interesting than I am because i'm scared of letting people get close to me I think. I'm really really insecure. I don't think I'm better than I am but I have narc traits to protect my self.