YyI put quotations to imitate you, the fact you still remember that proves you have nothing more important that overlays your thoughts throughout the day the fact you're obsessed with a teenager is whole-heartily pathetic, my answer is still left unanswered probably at the fact you're to insecure to realise, it self realisation kicks in you couldn't answer you couldn't join a normal chatroom, like chat.org or some shit because people would isolate you from the chat, the positive sitirical talking in other chatrooms makes you uncomfortable because you as a person have no positive or social aptitude, so instead you joined this chatroom, because you like to be observant of people with personality disorders which you think you don't have, go look up histrionic personality disorder it's for lonely 25-35 middle aged single things like you do, constantly wanting attention, but back to the point, you like to observant and pounce with people with personality disorders, for your own personal experiment, but you're so retarded, you think they're in gradiutude of you telling them you're in a good person they're sociopaths THEY DO NOT CARE, the reason, I said you joined sociopath-community is because you really must have no fucking friends, fucking is to emphasise (not anger), infact what if you're so lonely, that you joined this chatroom because sociopaths have no emotional awareness, or emotional care for friendships, that you feel like they're your friends, they don't have the care to say you're not, Now let's monitor how much of your life you're wasting "4-5 months" on here 756, posts, and you've probably let alone the good majority of 2-3 days replying in posts, the chatroom probably 15-20, you've wasted 3 weeks of your life, = loser.