This is Goodbye…….. :( this is the last time I will be posting a thread or typing in chat. & my final words to you all is this: I’M DONE FUCKING ENABLING YOUR PATHETICISM. U ppl (most of u) are WEAK. U are not sociopaths, u are scared little kids in adult bodies. The thing that REAL Sociopaths know, and people that are successful in recovering from mental illness, is that fear is an ILLUSION. It is a very intricate illusion, and the manipulation it takes to instill it so deep in your core is very very complicated and takes time to unprogram. I’m talking YEARS people. I started my recovery process when I was 14 years old. I’m 22. Do the math, that is 8 years. 8 years of my life spent facing all my demons, researching, dating gross abusive narcissistic assholes that tried to ruin my self-esteem (like my parents did) & failed, but I was suicidal for years. Like full on suicidal. but I didn’t suicide attempt even once. because I’m not weak. And I put recovering, and hope, and finding the truth, the root cause of my mental illness, I put this all as my number 1 priority in life. and it cost me all the good things. It cost me having lots of friends and fun times and any semblance of enjoying a “normal†happy life. my life was HELL. My life was all the negative emotions u narcissistic pussies are scared of, turned up to 100, with NO FUCKING END. My life legitimately felt like an eternity in hell, for like years. But I didn’t give up, and I didn’t kill my self, and I succeeded. I feel happiness each day when I wake up instead of wanting to sleep my life away and die. I am completing all my goals. I fixed my relationship with my brother and my family (as much as it can be fixed). I feel LOVE and empathy for all humans. I have dreams and hopes and the realization that I am able to complete those dreams and goals for the 1st time in my life. the fact that I am able to say this is proof that any human can do what I did and recover. And yes, u are all human, not special important people that are so much better than the rest of humanity. & most of all, I learned that I am not responsible for your choosing to be weak pathetic insecure scared human beings that will not take responsibilities for their lives and their actions and want to blame the rest of the world for it. grow the fuck up. I will never ever enable another narcissist the rest of my life. and its going to be a long one filled with happiness and success and beautiful things. BYE lol (:
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This is Goodbye…….. :( this is the last time I will be posting a thread or typing in chat. & my final words to you all is this: I’M DONE FUCKING ENABLING YOUR PATHETICISM. U ppl (most of u) are WEAK. U are not sociopaths, u are scared little kids in adult bodies. The thing that REAL Sociopaths know, and people that are successful in recovering from mental illness, is that fear is an ILLUSION. It is a very intricate illusion, and the manipulation it takes to instill it so deep in your core is very very complicated and takes time to unprogram. I’m talking YEARS people. I started my recovery process when I was 14 years old. I’m 22. Do the math, that is 8 years. 8 years of my life spent facing all my demons, researching, dating gross abusive narcissistic assholes that tried to ruin my self-esteem (like my parents did) & failed, but I was suicidal for years. Like full on suicidal. but I didn’t suicide attempt even once. because I’m not weak. And I put recovering, and hope, and finding the truth, the root cause of my mental illness, I put this all as my number 1 priority in life. and it cost me all the good things. It cost me having lots of friends and fun times and any semblance of enjoying a “normal†happy life. my life was HELL. My life was all the negative emotions u narcissistic pussies are scared of, turned up to 100, with NO FUCKING END. My life legitimately felt like an eternity in hell, for like years. But I didn’t give up, and I didn’t kill my self, and I succeeded. I feel happiness each day when I wake up instead of wanting to sleep my life away and die. I am completing all my goals. I fixed my relationship with my brother and my family (as much as it can be fixed). I feel LOVE and empathy for all humans. I have dreams and hopes and the realization that I am able to complete those dreams and goals for the 1st time in my life. the fact that I am able to say this is proof that any human can do what I did and recover. And yes, u are all human, not special important people that are so much better than the rest of humanity. & most of all, I learned that I am not responsible for your choosing to be weak pathetic insecure scared human beings that will not take responsibilities for their lives and their actions and want to blame the rest of the world for it. grow the fuck up. I will never ever enable another narcissist the rest of my life. and its going to be a long one filled with happiness and success and beautiful things. BYE lol (:
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LOL, goodbye, and hope a therapist fixes ur head xd
Also an archive of ur aspergetic fit: http://archive.is/UzqOZ
Good for you baby gurl! But if you were an actual sociopath you wouldn't be able to feel empathy because you would be too low in Oxytocin. Have fun at Sephora all day! Keep not wearing makeup it is the best defense agaisn't rape, and date-rape, and dates in general. Luv you best of luck!
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