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you will get ED

http://cure-erectile-dysfunction.org/mdma-ecstasy-and-sexual-function

Waltz Inaminor stated: source post

 

So i've decided to destroy my serotonin. No, I do not wan't to kill myself. Actually, I want to become stronger.

Serotonin are responsable for a few things, but specially  the regulation of mood, appetite and sleep. But above all, mood.

With the prolonged use of MDMA, you damage them, making you even numbless. You feel  0 emotions, not even anger. I've been using for quite a while and I liked what happened when I stopped for 3 weeks, and I am feeling " amazing " in a sense that even thou I hardly can feel happy, I don't feel sad, or anything. I basically can do everything, because I do not feel that something can annoy me, or make me happy. I used to not do things because I found it annoying.

Now I can do everything because basically it became really hard for me to feel something when not in MDMA.

BUT, if I want to take it further, I will have to take it again for some more months, straight up with no pause. And then pause again to see if the results are the ones I desire. So far I am liking it. I feel even more superiors than people around me. I look at them like they were nothing. Also, this numb feeling is great for arguing with people because you can keep focused on what you are saying while destroying them with words and they have no effect whatsoever against you.

This sounds incredibly sad and like a really bad idea.

Men are more likely to have impulse control disorders and prone to alcoholism, and as well mood disorders like depression, migraines and a constant anger.

Also, this numb feeling is great for arguing with people because you can keep focused on what you are saying while destroying them with words and they have no effect whatsoever against you.

That is worrisome because all this says to me is that you care too much and are quite sensitive. Its basically you trying to "turn to stone" so that words have little affect on you. You would rather damage your good-feely-neurotransmitters than just accept that people have opinions that differ from yours, and that you are unable to accept that. Basically, you're trying to shield yourself. Not trying to be rude but this sounds rather weak.

You should be careful about serotonin syndrome. Honestly, if you are going to be experimenting with these drugs, and pursuing certain effects of them, I highly suggest that you watch this youtube channel. The guy knows what he is talking about, and he does his research on how to safely party,
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hdiver stated: source post

you will get ED

http://cure-erectile-dysfunction.org/mdma-ecstasy-and-sexual-function

 

 

I've read that article, but they recommend 5-HTP and some vitamins to avoid it. And I don't plan to use until I get ED. I also can orgasm 5, 6, 7  times a day  during the effects. So I guess it's still a plus to me.

AIena stated: source post

 

Waltz Inaminor stated: source post

 

So i've decided to destroy my serotonin. No, I do not wan't to kill myself. Actually, I want to become stronger.

Serotonin are responsable for a few things, but specially  the regulation of mood, appetite and sleep. But above all, mood.

With the prolonged use of MDMA, you damage them, making you even numbless. You feel  0 emotions, not even anger. I've been using for quite a while and I liked what happened when I stopped for 3 weeks, and I am feeling " amazing " in a sense that even thou I hardly can feel happy, I don't feel sad, or anything. I basically can do everything, because I do not feel that something can annoy me, or make me happy. I used to not do things because I found it annoying.

Now I can do everything because basically it became really hard for me to feel something when not in MDMA.

BUT, if I want to take it further, I will have to take it again for some more months, straight up with no pause. And then pause again to see if the results are the ones I desire. So far I am liking it. I feel even more superiors than people around me. I look at them like they were nothing. Also, this numb feeling is great for arguing with people because you can keep focused on what you are saying while destroying them with words and they have no effect whatsoever against you.

This sounds incredibly sad and like a really bad idea.

Men are more likely to have impulse control disorders and prone to alcoholism, and as well mood disorders like depression, migraines and a constant anger.

Also, this numb feeling is great for arguing with people because you can keep focused on what you are saying while destroying them with words and they have no effect whatsoever against you.

That is worrisome because all this says to me is that you care too much and are quite sensitive. Its basically you trying to "turn to stone" so that words have little affect on you. You would rather damage your good-feely-neurotransmitters than just accept that people have opinions that differ from yours, and that you are unable to accept that. Basically, you're trying to shield yourself. Not trying to be rude but this sounds rather weak.

 

Yes, I am quite sensitive in a way. I am prone to anger really easily which it's a big weakness. I never get angry with Mdma, so I see myself as perfect and flawless during the effects.

Cain stated: source post

You should be careful about serotonin syndrome. Honestly, if you are going to be experimenting with these drugs, and pursuing certain effects of them, I highly suggest that you watch this youtube channel. The guy knows what he is talking about, and he does his research on how to safely party,
.

I liked the video, and what he said there actually it seems what is happening with me, the good effects still lasts for more than 2, 3 weeks. 

Listen man, I logged off this site, to go to bed, thought about your post, and now I'm responding to it again. MDMA is addictive, if no matter what you go through with this, make sure to test your stuff (http://testkitplus.com/?ap_id=psychedsubstance) test kits are cheap, and it may save your life. If you subject yourself to a perpetual comedown, you will end up with some fucked up depression, and a rope around your neck may even be possible. If you decide you want to start "feeling" again, goodluck with the withdrawls man..
Listen, if you are trying to alter your psyche, try micro dosing on mushrooms. If you are intent on feeling nothing, then try this as an alternative. Master yourself, master the art and skill of bearing. Let it be so that no emotion can crack through your face, even when you are in a moment of high stress.

You will only benefit yourself by adding new skills, tactics, and methods for life. You only harm yourself by negatively altering your mind with an addiction, and a numbness as your brain runs out of the chemicals that do so much more than make you feel good. You can get really sick from a lack of serotonin.

If you have anything you want to talk about man, things in your mind you want to change, tweaks for your character, or personality. Talk to me, I've changed myself in drastic ways. I am night and day different from the person I used to be 4 years ago. I can help you.

Cain stated: source post

Listen man, I logged off this site, to go to bed, thought about your post, and now I'm responding to it again. MDMA is addictive, if no matter what you go through with this, make sure to test your stuff (http://testkitplus.com/?ap_id=psychedsubstance) test kits are cheap, and it may save your life. If you subject yourself to a perpetual comedown, you will end up with some fucked up depression, and a rope around your neck may even be possible. If you decide you want to start "feeling" again, goodluck with the withdrawls man..
Listen, if you are trying to alter your psyche, try micro dosing on mushrooms. If you are intent on feeling nothing, then try this as an alternative. Master yourself, master the art and skill of bearing. Let it be so that no emotion can crack through your face, even when you are in a moment of high stress.

You will only benefit yourself by adding new skills, tactics, and methods for life. You only harm yourself by negatively altering your mind with an addiction, and a numbness as your brain runs out of the chemicals that do so much more than make you feel good. You can get really sick from a lack of serotonin.

If you have anything you want to talk about man, things in your mind you want to change, tweaks for your character, or personality. Talk to me, I've changed myself in drastic ways. I am night and day different from the person I used to be 4 years ago. I can help you.

Thanks Cain, I will look up what you said. Maybe the Mushroom idea might me less offensive to my health, but still, I do know very little about them. I will give some research. I do want to change my psyche actually. To a way that I get benefits with little loss. I've heard that people can change forever in a good way, and with my persona I hardly think I can change for the worse. I never felt depressed in my life, I think that's a plus for me, so I am willing to take a bigger risk. I kinda use my self as a lab rat. When I was younger I used for 2 months testosterone enanthate, injecting myself on my thighs with no medical following. Just bought on internet on a recommended website and did it. After that I've done pretty much everything but just to try it out, to see my reaction and how my body and mind reacted.

But yeah, I felt interested on the mushroom idea very much to say the truth.

The mushroom route has plenty of online guides that are tried and true, check it out

Yeah I am checking some websites here in portuguese because they also sometimes throw brazilian websites where  they sell it.