So now to talk about actual sociopathy (what a drag right?). So in regards to sociopathy the words "sociopath" and "psychopath" are by many used interchangeably. Alot of people disagree with this (including me), but for the sake of keeping things simple, I am going to use the word "sociopath" and "psychopath" interchangeably as well due to the fact that I will be quoting books and articles, so you know when I use either of those words I mean the same thing.
In the book "Wisdom of psychopaths" the author talks about how psychopath don't necessarily not feel emotion, it's that the "knobs" are just turned way down. For example normal guy one might feel emotion on a level 8 (1-10 scale) and guy two might feel emotion on a level 6. And psycopath one might feel emotion on a 1 and psycopath two might feel emotion on a 3 and another psycopath might feel emotion closer to a zero like 0.5 or something.
So today I am going to talk about turning the knobs up and down, what I mean is altering your sociopathy for max effect. Every type of psycopath, and every disorder of the dark triad (narcissism, psychopathy, and machiavellianism) have both their strengths and their weaknesses. But they can all be fixed, tweaked, or compensated for chemically.
Okay so if we look at the brain of a sociopath often times what we see is this:
1. The dopamine knob: Very high dopamine levels, causing A.D.D.
now at the beginning of this post i talked about how alot of people say there is a big difference between a psychopath and a sociopath one of these differences is dopamine levels, sociopaths are the ones that have high dopamine levels and psychopaths have normal or average dopamine levels. A sociopath is impulsive and will just beat the shit out of you, without seeing past the moment and act totally impulsive without thinking about the consequences. A psychopath goes home, puts on his favorite dress and episode of the teletubbies, plots and plans carefully how he's going to destroy you emotionally, socially, or physically. So it's usually the high dopamine levels that are found in what we would call "sociopaths" although there are a bunch of articles and studies you could probably throw in my face that say "psychopaths" have high dopamine levels but these are written by those who are using the words "psychopath" and "sociopath" as the same thing, which is generally done more often and not in the psychological community. These high levels of dopamine are what make people fearless, impulsive, restless, low anxiety, thrill seeking, and reckless. many serial killers have A.D.D. This is how you turn the knobs up or down on the dopamine levels. 1. Turning it down: GHB that is the fastest way to deplete someone's dopamine, GHB is a sleep drug (I am not going in-depth into it right now u can look it up). Other ways to bring dopamine levels down are things like vitamin B6 or any vitamins or medications they give to people with A.D.D to lower dopamine levels in the brain. 2. How to turn the knob ups: Are you an anxious psychopath with strong urges to pick up hookers and cut off only the things you liked about them in the first place and freeze them for daily pleasure but don't quite seem to be able to muster up the gumption? Fear not my worry-some sociopathic flesh flavored lollipop. Turning up dopamine levels is easy, The first thing I would recommend is L-Tyrosine and Gingko Biloba, L-Tyrosine is the pre-cursor to dopamine and when you take it with gingko biloba, it is a dopamine agonist, so you are supplying your brain with dopamine with the l-tyrosine and the gignko biloba pumps that shit through ur head like ted bundy on his way to a pep rally. But there are many ways to increase dopamine both natural supplements and drugs. Inositol is something that really increases dopamine levels but I recommend agains't it becuz it gives you an insane level of A.D.D. that is almost un-bearable. With the l-tyrosine and gignko biloba, increase and decrease until you find the amount that is right for you, ignore the instructions on the bottle and any counsel you recieve from the medical community. With this you can become fearless, low-anxiety (almost nothing phases you), cool calm and collected in any situation, thrill seeking, and possibly give u A.D.D. also may increase sex drive. Now as far as the gignko biloba plus L-tyrosine stack goes I will give you two important tips: 1. The best way to take it in my experience is to eat a big breakfast and take 60mg of good quality gignko biloba, don't eat anything for at least 2-3 hours then take 4,000mg of L-Tyrosine, then don't eat for at least another 2-3 hours (sounds like a long time but it's really only 4-6 hours of not eating, unless u are a fatass like Xena this should be easy). 4,000mg sounds like a lot but it really easy 4,000mgs is just 4 grams, some people take more than 5 grams daily. 2. As far as being fearless goes, you are not going to notice a difference in how you feel unless you actual put yourself into a situation where usually you would be afraid for example: walking by a fence with a big mean dog in the yard, or sticking your fingers through the fence after you have covered them in teriyaki flavored bbq sauce and the scent of a female great dane's urine (easiest dog I could think of to stick ur hand under and get plenty of piss on it without the owner noticing). So you wont feel fearless unless you put yourself in a situation where you would usually be fearful, the thrill-seeking urges should help with this.
Ok so now for the phsycopathic disclaimer: Dopamine although it might seem like a small thing can literally make or break you. High dopamine levels are what cause phsycopaths to be un-productive members of society. This is why they are off playing golf while you finish the report they were supposed to have done a couple weeks ago, because they bullied you then threatened to show your wife that picture he took of you letting andy give you meat goggles at the office christmas party (meat goggles, don't ask me google it). High dopamine levels give you A.D.D and make a person very un-productive, in a way kind of worthless. So just alter your dosage until u feel you've hit a happy phsycopathic medium. Dopamine can make or break you in other ways too, before richard ramirez discovered cocaine he was simply the average red-blooded american sociopathic burglar that loved the devil. After he discovered the only candy you can find that is snorted through ur nose off a passed out sorority girl's ass. His dopamine levels went way up (this is becuz cocaine is in large part just a very powerful dopamine agonist like the gignko biloba I mentioned), this is what made him fearless, impulsive, more agressive than dick usually was (he usually was only pissed if u didn't acknowledge that u saw the aura of protection around him given to him by lucifier), higher sex drive, thrill-seeking, and kind of a douche.
Personal experience: I gave myself severe A.D.D by taking alot of insositol on a regular basis and then depleted it using GHB. I took the stack mentioned (gingko biloba and L-tyrosine) and turned into a fearless, anxiety free, phsycopathic, sexbeast.
So that's knob one kiddies. Don't go doin anything phsycopathic now, ya hear? I'm going to continue to post about the other knobs at my sociopathic leisure feel free to get involved, debate, talk about your own experiences and most of all challenge me, challenge what I am saying and why I am wrong but try ur best to do it with personal experience and not theory, if you can only do it with theory that is totally fine but make clear that it is theory beforehand. Oh and if u want to comment on my lack of grammar, spelling, and general ignorance of the english language, just know that I see the squiggly red lines and don't give a fuck kinda looks to me like I'm killing this post (think about this one).