I used to think I came on this site to learn and heal but the truth is I don't belong in forums that don't have narcissists and sociopaths etc because I am a narcissist. I'm like a fail narcissist lol. but I'm evolving......it's better than being BPD and I want to be not destructive and have relationships that are not sick and co-dependent but idk if this is even curable. I know BPD is but is it really? Is being a covert narcissist like the next step to healing? it feels to me like I am becoming more narcissistic...not less. so is the "healing" work I've been doing on my self turning me more into what I was trying not to be? LOL. mind fuck.
what is "healthy" narcissism?
