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I miss when life was simple. I owned nothing, desired nothing. No responsibilities, no attachments, just me, content to be content with nothing.

I convinced myself it was time to grow up (and what a load of shit). Now I have stuff, and goals and relationships to maintain. People look up to me and expect things of me.

I'm sure tomorrow I'll find that motivation to keep up the charade, but tonight, fuck me for complicating things. Fuck me for trying to be something I'm not. 

I want to take off this mask, destroy everything I've built and everyone that praises it.

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Trying to break a pattern of self-defeat in myself and... pressure, I'm the oldest of five kids and we're all fuck ups. Abusive father, mom died when we were really young. They look up to me. Tell me they want to be like me. The only people I truly care about 

And its morning, sunlight rejuvenates my motivation 

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Its worth it when I stop being a little bitch about it. And no, I try to convey that its not as easy as I make it seem... they don't get it though, get distracted too easily. They come to me when they're way off track to get back on. 

Thanks for the feedback though, nice not to be ignored

 

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Will do :-) where are you from?

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Growing up is a scam

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NY live in Texas now 

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Ew... you have a profile pic of an awesome burger...why tempeh?!!! I had to look it up because I never heard of it before

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