Ok, I won't lie, this drug made be a better social guy. The thing is..To much better than I was. So what happens now is that people actually msg me all the time to talk. Don't get me wrong, it's an orgasm for my NARC disorder, but I am also ASPD, so you see, usually I fill up my Nsupply really fast, so all that's is left is my ASPD. So basically, my WhatsApp it's full with those msgs that I talked when I was high like fuck but NOW I DON'T WANT IT, and I WANT Iye
You seee ? It's the Aspd in a battle with my Narc.
When I take high doses of Md, yeah, I will probably talk with you like I cared. When they are over I am like " Shut the fuck up retarded, are you dumb ? "
And before you start spitting on me. I had no idea that those effects would be so high on me. Instead of just let me getting horny, I actually got empathy in a level that, I could understand why you were crying about that dog you loved died by car accident, like, I knew it. No I would not act the same way the other person did, but I knew why and where this emotion was coming from and I showed that how to overcome or shutdown IF they wished. But crap... I only see few options to me like, either go back to normal and ignore everyone like I used to do and after a while tell I had stolen cellphones. Or keep getting high and pull an Oprah on them, and charge actually real money and put some spiritual crap on it so I can charge like. " Dude i've been to this place and I am actually working for them to interpret their spirits, And right now I only live with that, I wish I could talk to you more man, but everyone I am not there I am not getting any money, which I did not even cared but I need to pay rent. So I will keep this channel going, but if you really want to talk with me call me man during those hours, I might be tired but we see, sorry man, you know how it's. "