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Turncoat stated: source post
 

Xena stated: source post

I don't weigh 400 lbs or have an exploding liver like my mother and sister.

You really love using things like this as your "bright side" script. 

Your self esteem to me's always looked a little forced despite how much it's pushed by a stubborn defiance that is entirely natural to you. 

Xena stated: source post

Virus stated: source post

And you use these loser types as your bench mark... you're not better because they are shit... you're better because your you.  So what you don't know a single person in your circumstances who completed postsecondary education?  So what if they're dead or drug addicts or in jail... what are you?

Self esteem is about you... not how you compare to others you think already suck...

Um... they only became part of this argument bc Turncoat mentioned them. lol

Turncoat made the initial comparison. I did not.

yes you did. it's right there for you to see. you made the initial comparison.

Xena stated: source post

So people gave me their huggyfluffy granola advice and said shit like "if you do what you love you'll never have to worry about money."

Yeah right. What a load of bs that turned out to be :P

Xena stated: source post

 

Xena stated: source post

 My last official test suggested that my self esteem may be quite low, but I disagree. I was just dealt a shittier hand than most people.

So when I have to answer "yes" to questions like "my finances are not in order" or "I don't live where I want to live" or "I don't like my job" the tests [and people everywhere :P]  assume far more self loathing than is actually going on with me. Shit happens and I've made the best of it.

I coulda done much, much worse with the hand my biology and my shitty neighbourhood dealt me.

 

Translation: Stop tryina tell me money ought to equal happiness and confidence.

so what you're saying is..people were lying when they said you can be happy doing a job you love regardless of money, but you want people to stop trying to tell you money ought to equal happiness? and in another thread you got into it with ana because she implied money wouldn't make you happy?

Xena stated: source post

I should have just said "Yeah TC I suck" instead of acknowledging his retarded comment.

Part of what makes you interesting to me is watching how difficult it is for you to say it. 

rolls eyes

Did I forget my sarcasm swoosh when I wrote that? ~

Maybe I didn't say it bc it's not true.

Duh.

" I wanted nothing more than to figuratively crack your head open and get inside... your delusional attitude toward life got called out and you twist into your shell of bullshit... I would like you to see the true value in you (I believe there is some there) and live life to the fullest rather than complain about your fat ass and worthless job... "

Maybe you should understand that acknowledging smthg =/= complaining about it.

Taking pride in the process of fixing smthg that needs to be fixed is not a delusional act.

Do you get suicidal when you patch a hole on your porch or wash your dishes?

Does the recognition of the need for a patchup job/ cleanup lessen your self esteem?

Or do you simply acknowledge that it needs doing and do it?

I am living my life and enjoying it.

Duh.

"I would like you to see the true value in you (I believe there is some there)"

Who ever said I don't see it? 

Just bc I don't share my accomplishments/ skills/ noteworthy talents with the assholes in this place doesn't mean they don't exist.

Lush stated: source post

 

Turncoat stated: source post
 

Xena stated: source post

I don't weigh 400 lbs or have an exploding liver like my mother and sister.

You really love using things like this as your "bright side" script. 

Your self esteem to me's always looked a little forced despite how much it's pushed by a stubborn defiance that is entirely natural to you. 

Xena stated: source post

Virus stated: source post

And you use these loser types as your bench mark... you're not better because they are shit... you're better because your you.

Um... they only became part of this argument bc Turncoat mentioned them. lol

Turncoat made the initial comparison. I did not.

yes you did. it's right there for you to see. you made the initial comparison.

 

Lush stated: source post

 

Xena stated: source post

So people gave me their huggyfluffy granola advice and said shit like "if you do what you love you'll never have to worry about money."

Yeah right. What a load of bs that turned out to be :P

Xena stated: source post

 

Xena stated: source post

So when I have to answer "yes" to questions like "my finances are not in order" or "I don't live where I want to live" or "I don't like my job" the tests [and people everywhere :P]  assume far more self loathing than is actually going on with me. Shit happens and I've made the best of it.

 

Translation: Stop tryina tell me money ought to equal happiness and confidence.

so what you're saying is..people were lying when they said you can be happy doing a job you love regardless of money, but you want people to stop trying to tell you money ought to equal happiness? and in another thread you got into it with ana because she implied money wouldn't make you happy?

you're just confused aren't you. 'playing along' when people aren't even trolling you..contradicting yourself left and right, essentially arguing with yourself. poor thing..

Xena stated: source post

Fuck yes I contradict myself all the time.

I just told you I'm not insulted by this bullshit, Primal.

In fact, the only reason I even know some of you are tryina insult me half the time is bc you people tell me I'm butthurt when I'm laughing at you.

Then the lightbulb goes on over my head and I'm like "wut? That tard was tryina hurt me? " Which makes it even funnier.

Then these tards keep at it all like "I SHALL SMITE THEE WITH MUH RUBBER CHICKEN!! I AM THE GREAT AND POWERFUL SOCIOTARD!"

And I'm lmfao.

And yeah. I'm full of shit. Glad you're enjoying the show.

if you're not insulted, why do you refuse to respond to my scathing posts? does it hurt you