"I don't really remember a time where I wasn't into girls. I had crushes on people as early as age four and began being into the idea of sex around ten or so (maybe younger?). "
Yeah, same here
"It just sort of... happened. Female scent and aesthetics were always a draw for me and the need was blindingly presented without the need of an initial spark."
The peer pressure and status effect of having a girlfriend when I was younger was enough for me to desire one. I had imagined for so long sex would be this amazing thing and even had dreams of it back when I didnt understood how it happened(which was some weird imagined intercourse). I had been anticipating it being so good for so long and it let me down when I finally experienced it. The physical pleasure anyways.