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My main motivation for doing anything is self improvement, but that's shown time and time again to fluctuate. Sometimes I can't care and the only reason I trudge through with it is for the family I haven't had yet. The idea that I'll have children, a spouse or just a loyal pet's quality of life being affected by the actions and decisions im making right now is enough to kick-start me into overdrive.

Challenge...something new....difficult...and potential to grow....can be a variety of things...but personal and not open to debate, negotiation or discussion.

"Those moments of beauty and the resulting emotions instilled that are too abstract to really explain further are also inspiring without an accompanying feeling of obligation."

They really are

Boredom... I hate being bored so I do things to keep from being bored.  I try to make those things productive, less destructive, and when I plan things out I can accomplish this; but when a guy runs out of ideas and is left to a plan-less existence... well...