I'll spare the boring details and cut to the chase. I met a guy a few months back my first though was he remind me of my father. The thought was followed by disgust. Followed by the desire to fuck with his head.
The only reason I can come up with is that I have a deep seeded hatred/anger towards my father (perhaps men in general because of my father) That something about him triggered automatic disgust/anger, resulting in me acting in such ways I did.
Clearly, I have unresolved issues. There is no point denying it since to me it is quite obvious. BUT, if anyone has had a similar experience, I'd love for you to share and perhaps have a discussion.
Thank you for reading. Xo