i've learned (the hardish way) that somewhere in between the gut and the rational side is best. i used to go on preemptive strikes often, and realized they weren't always necessary and there was often an easier solution.
When choosing between the voice that's practical or logical I dont have a preference. No matter what choice I make, one part of me will regret it and go on about how bad the choice was. Years of my conscious arguing with itself just has me weary and tired of dealing with either of them. So when the time comes to pick I side, I don't. I'm quicker to just dismiss the circumstance and choose to ignore the situation. It's made me incredibly lazy and hesitant.
Buttered Toast stated: source post
Luna, who did you give TC's account to?
That obvious, huh?
Are you currently facing a decision about something? Is your 'gut' telling you to one thing, but do you rationalize yourself out of that sort of thinking?
Yeah, a very self inflicted complicated one and still in denial. I can't tell the difference from reality and dreams. We have no relationships, we exist of ourselves in a mirror.