guys I found this website because Im just hopeless and hell Im feeling awkward posting this since I dont know any real life sociopaths
being inspired by the off switch emotions in full blown psychopaths/borderlines and hell even people that have these traits, it makes me wonder just what in the world I have to do to even get these traits, I am only a fanatic mind you, and I feel kinda lucky finding this community.
to get straight to the point I have done countless of things to get that moment of an off switch/lack of empathy feeling but so far it's just temporary.. (Ive tried like everything from freakin alcohol, boxing, acting tough, acting emotionless, whirling my body just to get that dizzy I-dont-give-a-** feeling and so far Its still just temporary) Im tired of being a wuss even though no one knows but Im a wuss and I want to get far in life so I believe that freakin selp development is the key before I even get ahead of my knowledge/study/making money etc etc, getting even a single advice could change, I feel like begging but whatever
is there anything and yes anything at all I can do to get a mentality of one? please help guys and no Im really not a sociopath