Think about it like this. Willie feels like he hates his father and can't escape him, doesn't want to deal with bullshit. Kills grandfather, gets 27 years in prison, by the time he gets out his dad is an old man if hes still alive. Willie gets out of jail he either decides he has nothing better to live for and kills him or waits for him to die and accepts inheritance. That decision will be influenced by his dad.
fucked9 stated: source post
Is there a video of wormboy and his father?
I think there was one, came upon it on a news site.
itstimeforpie stated: source post
Someone needs to put a bullet in Willie's father.
Indeed he seemed to be the missing link between grandpa and grandson. (going by that video)
Talk about the sins of the father... and of the son.
Edvard stated: source post
Wormboy's music wasn't brilliant, yeah, but it wasn't terrible either.
In that genre, it has to be brilliant and different to be anything worth noting anymore, more than most other genres could ever hope to demand. Much like the path of an internet critic has gone, everyone and their mother thinks that they can be a DJ these days, so you need to have multiple ways of standing out from the millions of others just like you, better than you, from sheer over saturation being the largest obstacle. From having once been a teenager with a poor underdeveloped taste in music, one that refused to listen to the radio at that, I had an electronic music phase, and listening to his works showed me that he was making the same annoyingly trite material that you can find anywhere, the stuff that clogs the path towards the sort of music you're actually looking for. Unlike most other forms of music where you have to learn how to play a complex instrument, the computer and digital turntable can be learned in an afternoon. A lot of that genre is just imitating if not outright recycling other people's successful works that came before them, and his was both guilty of that and lazy. I was half expecting to find a mix that sampled Sandstorm from how expected that a lot of his productions were. His works had some weak to fair buildup with painful to weak finishes once the song finally climbed to the top of the electronic mountain. He needed to challenge himself if he wanted to become something, and as much as he kept trying to say that he was going somewhere with this... that would never happen if he couldn't face critique. The sort of insults being slung at him aren't even a fifth of what people in the actual field would say, what people with the same software and hardware could say. I can understand that being one's personal escape, but someone trying to talk big game about those beginner's reruns is bordering on delusional.
In short, within that genre's standards, it was pretty terrible. It thankfully isn't the sort of music designed for the hipster deaf like speedcore, and thankfully had an actual sense of pacing and rhythm, but it was almost unlistenable for someone who spent time listening to a lot of the stuff, something that fans of that genre all tend to share if they're not the more mindless listeners that actually want it all to sound like one song.
Hah! I'd forgotten about the eBay thing entirely. That'd be a trip and a half for the receiver to learn about this I'm sure. The rest of that stuff, it's very telling and an interesting read now that there's even more context attached to it. It's very... unhealthy.
Wormboy's music wasn't brilliant, yeah, but it wasn't terrible either. I believe it was a sensitive topic for him because his music was probably the thing he cared about the most, something that made him feel talented and accomplishment, you know, as opposed to the loser his dad believed him to be. Also, a refuge/escape from a life he clearly hated. I imagine that without a proper job, he spent a lot of time making mixes. Aspies get intense interest in things, right? I think electro music was his. The more you pour your soul into something, the more biased and protective you are of it.
The episode I remember most clearly from Wormboy was the e-bay drama with some guy (http://54.188.177.204/topic/2015-04-09/ebay). He deleted most of the story but there's enough to get the general idea that he sold a $2000 item (google glass) to some guy, guy received the item which was $1300 cheaper than he would have paid for otherwise, but insisted for Worm to pay some extra $15 for the delivery. Worm refused so the guy blocked the payment of the $2000, bitched, reported and fucked up Worm's e-bay rating, which was kinda shitty of him IMO. So Worm was furious about it
Well, if they don't ship it. I'll go to the fags house and I'll fucking kill him and his stupid fag face, alright. After all, i have his address...
Lmao. Someone should find the e-bay guy and send him a message with that, and 3xpress's story, maybe that will teach him not to piss off strangers online for 15 fucking bucks.
He also said this regarding the money which struck me as completely shitty:
No I don't fucking careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. It was my grandpas money not mine. If google steps there game up and makes a new pair I'll just use his credit card again and buy another pair. I've never had any issues with buying items.
Some quotes of Wormboy talking about himself and family
http://54.188.177.204/topic/2014-08-19/self-diagnosis-and-discovery/6#111171
This isn't really a question, but i wanted to give a little more info about myself. Mainly about my family and the dysfunction of it.
So basically my grandfather is who I'm currently living with. My uncle, and technically speaking my aunt and cousin also live here. My grandfather was and still is a pretty empathetic person (from what he tells me anyways). Anyway he got married to my grandma (now deceased) who took advantage of his kindness. My grandpa actually said she didn't want to be with him because he was too nice. So he divorced her.
Moving on, while they were together still they had two children. One being my dad and the other being my uncle. My uncle (the younger brother) was the golden child who could never do any wrong. Even the smallest of his accomplishments were seen as great by my grandfather (not sure about my grandma though, although they both had there favorite child). My dad was basically the scapegoat of the family (he was favored by my grandma). Any little intake he did was considered a disgrace.
Eventually my dad and mom had me (my mom never played a major role in my life, just in and out of the picture from time to time). But I was essentially my dads redemption so to speak. His new source of self-esteem. A new meaning to live. Things started to change the more older I got though.
I remember him being extremely kind to me as child. Then the less control he had over me, the more abusive and manipulative he became. Eventually he become this sort of two faced individual. When ever I listened and obeyed I was treated with kindness. But whenever I made the slightest mistake I was treated with anger and sometimes hatred for not listening and doing every thing exactly how he wanted. Similar to how his father raised him except with kindness in the equation.
My grandpa treated me with kindness though. Similar to how he treated my uncle. He spoiled me more than anyone in the family though. Still does lol. Now he looks at me similar to my dad when ever I make a mistake. But I'm currently accomplishing more than my uncle or dad has put together. So he rarely spites me.
The same situation is basically for my cousin who lives with us as well. My uncle who is also empathetic has a non empathetic wife. When it comes to there son though it basically seems like they channel all there anger on him. They do spoil him and he can be annoying and attention seeking. But continuing to spoil the child and consistently yelling at him isn't going to help the situation.
The over all conclusion is that I also now have a very fun but irritating dysfunctional family. It's not to bad really. I can usually get what I want out of them when I need too. But when I don't need or want anything, they bug the shit out of me. Especially when I'm trying to work on music. Family is the main reason why I can never focus on the one true thing I love more than myself, which is music. So I hate things like family and friends. But I do love myself and music, and my family friends love me and my music. So everything works out.
http://54.188.177.204/topic/2014-09-13/borderline-personality-disorder#113333
Well, I have a story for you then. Be sure to listen very closely.
When I was younger and lived with my father. I think we lived in an apartment or something. I can't remember much from it. I also lived with my grandfather too. That's because my grandfather and father were consistently fighting over custody of me until I was about fourteen.
Then I decided too move in with my father permanently. About two years later I decided to move in with my grandfather permanently. Moving back, when I was with my father and he got married it was good for a while. I started adapting to a family, there was dysfunction, but nothing too serious. One day my father and step mother got into a really big argument. It scared the entire family and eventually the cops were called.
The only thing I remember was finally finding a place to call home with people I love, slowly fading away and dissolving as I drove away in a cop car with my father. Eventually we moved back into apartments. I stayed there the longest. It was probably the most emotionally draining experience. He would usually date lots of women from what I recall. I would get attached to them, then out of no where they were gone.
I'm not sure what to make of it to be honest. Moving forward a bit when I moved in with my grandfather was good. Until my father moved in. Then it was hell all over again. Then I fought him and he moved out. After that period was the happiest two weeks of my entire life. Then my uncles side of the family moved in. Now it's depressing again. Mixed with slight moments of happiness when there not here. Mixed with anger when I wish they'd all be quiet.
Moving on that's why I love music so much and producing it. I can take any emotion i'm feeling and redirect it to something else. It actually started becoming a major point in my life to escape and also create a future for myself. Now that theres more family here though, the only thing I'm worried about is becoming successful before my grandfather passes away and trying to regain sense of the entirety of my life, with my current situation. That way I can take hold of my current situation and do something more than this family has ever accomplished as a whole. I know I can do it. It would just be easier if I had a little more understanding of myself mentally.
54.188.177.204/topic/2015-05-30/overt-covert-narcissist#160755
Making people feel sorry for you so they'll help you with anything. For example take my grandfather. He has two sons one which he favors one more than the other. But even though I've spent over $4,000 on his credit card, he's still offering me the house on his will over his own sons, which he obviously most not like as much as me lol. When it comes to recognition, I don't even know why your telling me that. I personally just think I'm better than most people.
You have to make them believe by believing it yourselves. Since I actually thought I was bipolar, so did everyone else. I'm definitely a narcissist though. Basically my dad was showered with love and affection as a child too much. So he had a sense of an entitlement at all time which got worse and worse the older he got.
When he had me though it was the opposite. He never gave me the love and attention I required as a child. Basically I developed narcissistic personality but I was more of a covert narcissist
i think he knows his father would rather give the 'inheritance' to a grocery bag than his son. something real strange there, like his dad just fucking hates him so much he doesn't even see the big picture that his own father was murdered and would rather use the opportunity to take some cheap shots at his son before he goes to prison for 27 years.
Turncoat stated: source post
Hah! I'd forgotten about the eBay thing entirely. That'd be a trip and a half for the receiver to learn about this I'm sure.
Well let's find out
(That's not a message you get every day.)
I also hope the visible chat right now gets bumped up by the time the poor guy comes by.
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Zezimmerman: ur a beautiful person jim - Zezimmerman: inside and out
- JimSavage: licks u
- JimSavage: <3
- JimSavage: i love telling ppl
- JimSavage: "ok"
- JimSavage: when they talk about random stupid shit
- JimSavage: they get so mad
- JimSavage: i enjoy molestering my manboobs
- JimSavage: makes me feel so feminine and sexy
