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As I said. My language is a bit deceiving, if you don't understand it you might say it is the language of an angel but it might be the devil's whisper. Something like that, that's why its not beautiful for me. But I guess they don't treat it that way. And why would I appreciate my identity if i will only live for 50 years? And I'm just one tiny insect here. It doesn't matter.

Could you give some examples of that angel/devil nature that you feel your language possesses?

Why wouldn't you appreciate your identity, who you are? What's the point of living if you don't enjoy yourself (and that includes enjoying who you are)?

My language has a calming and soothing presence even if you know that the person is actually talking about something bad or something that might irritate you. That's all. I don't appreciate my identity. That doesn't concern me a bit but I have enjoy life even if its not how a usual person enjoy it.

Those answers only scratch the surface. Why are you hesitant to elaborate on them?

Then why not tell me your native language and elaborate on why you don't appreciate it or your identity?

Fair enough.

I AM.

And there can be only one.

I'm not hesitant. That's how I really feel about it.  I don't know how to elaborate something that does not actually concern me. If I say I'm not hiding anything that would only make you ask more question. I don't appreciate my identity cause I don't really appreciate it Sire. I guess I appreciate it before but that was before I realize it doesn't really matter. 

I already said why I don't like it. I don't like my identity because it doesn't concern me. Language especially native language concerns a specific area or place. This might harm the institute I'm under for saying things that can harm their image. And this are just simple excuses for the elaboration.

I guess it does sound fair even if that was only a stupid excuse I made. Another reason why I don't appreciate myself is for my craving on things.Its a bit triggered if you know what I mean.