Believe me I'm OK with genocides and petty thievery but I'm the least violant sociopath you'll ever meet, believe me, I can make a 4 year old fight another one and I still come out on top, that's how good I am
We Humans are really flawed, and we make a lot of mistakes. The best way to get ahead in the world is to make others like you so that they are willing to overlook your flaws, and support you in the things you wish to accomplish. If you are so willing to throw away other's impression of and good will toward you-- all so you can get pointless fleeting enjoyment, you are not thinking in the long term. This kind of short term inconsequential thinking will just turn you into a victim of the police state we live in.
Perhaps ten thousand years ago, when we lived in small clans and battered each other over the head with clubs, your violent and impulsive nature would be beneficial, but in today's society, what is required is intellect, and the wisdom to know how limiting ego and impulsiveness can be when trying to accomplish your goals. This isn't to say don't be manipulative, but don't let your victims know they were manipulated, why would you? Pointless pride? It's being able to contain yourself that is rare in this world.
I've been a sociopath for as far I can remember.
I've started thinking something was wrong with people when they started my behaviour early-on for doing stuff that was apparently wrong.
Like fingering a 5 year old girl when I was her age back in pre-school, very thrilling, remember throwing a kid walking slowly on the stairs to the bathroom and making him fall.
I remember offering myself as a drowner in order to drown the kitties that my neighbours cat had and I did it with lots of passion since h gave me the kitttens bodies for me to play with as action figures.
I remember too using my alive turtle as a toy together with wrestling figures, very fun
Aside from these antics, I've been a normal kid (I'm 15 now) and I have a really nice lean to manipulating people
Just this summer I tricked a guy into sucking my dick making him think I'd give him my cellphone, whqt about you?