Because it's fun to see what reaction I could get out of her.
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Because it's fun to see what reaction I could get out of her.
I used to mess with one of my friends because I know too how to push their buttons, I even did such things to him without even knowing it myself until I paid some attention to my own behaviour, I don't feel "Bad" for it all and that's fucking normal even tough I messed with him for like 2 years straight just for shits and giggles.
Ur a fucking human, and ur not retarded/Diffrent for having these behaviours
I was thinking about it.
more so how to deal with people appropriately (not in a aggressive manner)
example: My dad ridiculed me and I had to leave to room so I wouldn't punch or yell at him. Also, if someone disrespects me I will become extremely ignorant toward them.
I also want advice on impulse control. Temper, personal indulgment ect. (I had a drug addiction so I sent myself to a rehab facility, so I don't have a drug problem atm but it's been really hard to resist temptation)
"more so how to deal with people appropriately (not in a aggressive manner)"
Do you have difficulty being cordial?
"example: My dad ridiculed me and I had to leave to room so I wouldn't punch or yell at him. Also, if someone disrespects me I will become extremely ignorant toward them."
The issue here is that you are taking things too personally/letting them affect you too much. Knowing you very little, the only suggestion I can make is that you should analyze situations and introspect more.
"I also want advice on impulse control. Temper, personal indulgment ect."
I used to be extremely impulsive. The first thing that got me to get a handle on my urges was to view giving into them as a form of personal weakness. I equated not being able to control oneself with being weak. Now that I have a better handle on my impulsivity, more and more my focus is on what is best for me in the long run. I still feel very impulsive, but I am able to control it much better now.
Im pretty friendly to people "on the streets" I know how to behave in a civilized manner so I don't stand out to much. Ill offer a smile and nod to anyone who backs up there car so I can cross the cross walk (pet peeve when people drive up on sidewalks ect.) I smile back when people smile at me. All the other things people seem to do in public. I'd even help someone who would be having difficulties (just before spring this handicapped guy had his wheel chair thing stuck in snow so I helped him)
At home it depends if I feel like being nice or not. I could go from poster child to spawn of satan. So it really all depends on who you are and how long I've know you and how much I'd care.
Im 18.