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Emily: you tell me you love me but cant be supportive about something like this
John: no i cant
John: should i expect you or not?
Emily: i plan on coming but if i end up in this stupid place i dont know whats going to happen
John: okay
John: then i expect to see you
John: dont fuck up in the next 2 days
John: or 3 or whatever
John: if you have to, hide from your family
John: stay in a hotel for the next few nights
Emily: they would find me at work
John: call in sick
Emily: ill get fired for that many days missed
John: they wont take you out of work anyways though
John: and if they did you would get fired apparently
Emily: who wont take me out of work?
John: anyone
Emily: i dont get what youre saying
John: idc what you do
John: just get here
John: literally dont care what it takes at all
John: this should be more important than anything else
Emily: it is important john but i cant lose my job either
John: okay
John: then dont
Emily: im so upset
John: me too
John: i really trusted you
John: i really trusted that i was going to see you
Emily: im hurt that youre acting this way
John: im hurt youre acting this way
Emily: acting what way?
John: the way youre acting
Emily: ...
John: dont play with knives
John: i literally cant believe you would do that
Emily: i was joking when i said it...i was cutting food
Emily: and she took it way too seriously
John: well dont be a fucking idiot next time
Emily: wtf
John: going to sleep
John: gnight
Emily: ...
John: also just so you know if i dont see you then ill be forced to sleep outside for a week to cover up the fact that i lied about what i was going to be doing while you were here
Emily: wtf
Emily: youre stupid if you even do that
John: no
John: youre forcing me to
Emily: if i couldnt come could you not say youre plan changed
John: because thats bullshit
John: plans dont change like that
John: i have no excuse
Emily: what was the story you said
John: i was going to spend a trial week at a house to see if i could be some other peoples roommate
Emily: so then stay with a friend if worst case senario
John: i have no friends to stay with
John: worst case scenario i sleep on the street for a week
Emily: john stop it...you acting this way hurts me so much
Emily: you dont udnerstnad how bad i want to come
John: oh then ill stop!
John: LOL jk
Emily: youre such an asshole
John: youre worse than me
Emily: how am i worse?
John: seriously what the fuck are you hiding
John: i literally dont care at all
Emily: im not hiding anything john
John: i dont believe you
Emily: you never believe me about anything
John: i believe you about most things
John: but only when you tell the truth
Emily: ive told you nothing but the truth since we started this
John: so youre coming on june 21st?
John: because you told me you were
Emily: if i am able then yes
John: no
John: if you dont come then you are a liar
Emily: i hate how you are acting right now
John: i hate how youre acting too
John: gnight
Emily: wtf john
Emily: im done this is bs
John: k good
John: then i dont have to wait 4 days to be sure youre lying
John: and now i can have sex with anyone i want
John: wins all around
Emily: the fact that youre happy about this speaks loudly
John: im not at all
John: im just trying to hurt you
Emily: sure seems like it
Emily: im already hurt
John: you deserve to be more hurt
Emily: youre such an asshole
John: youre such a liar
Emily: you ruined this
Emily: this is all youre fauly
John: you ruined it
Emily: fault
John: its 100% your fault
i refuse to take 1% blame
Emily: im done john
Emily: im actually done

John: this time is the most perfect for you
Emily: you are so fucked up
John: you are so fucked up
Emily: i fucking love you and youre acting like this
John: im not going to let you treat me like Zack
John: its just not going to happen
Emily: the fact that you even have these thoughts
John: the fact that you would not come to see me
Emily: do you not understand that they will FORCE me to go
John: fine
Emily: im not willingly going to check into this bullshit
John: if you go to a mental hospital in the next few days thats fine
John: but if you cant get out in a weeks time it is 100% your fault
John: so i expect to see you before the 29th
John: and if i dont, we're done
Emily: i dont know how long it takes?
John: i do
John: ive been to 4
Emily: well i dont know how long it takes
John: well i do
Emily: i dont know what they do and how i get out
John: you act as sane as possible
John: they will let you out in 4 days max
Emily: and is that guaranteed?
John: if you arent an idiot
John: yes
Emily: im not an idiot but how do you know its going to be the exact same
John: because if its not that means you dont care enough
John: i dont expect to ever see you if it doesnt work this time
John: so why should i care about you
Emily: wtf
John: the fact that you dont have a plane ticket 3 days in advance is suspicious already
John: but i can let that slide
Emily: actually i do have one
John: proof?
Emily: you dont get a paper ticket its electronic
John: why would you not tell me you bought one
John: i think thats pretty relevant info
Emily: you never fucking talk to me
Emily: you say hi and then you ignore me usually
John: i talk to you all the fucking time
John: literally so much
Emily: you really dont though
John: i really do though
John: Emily you dont have to see me
John: idc
John: but if you dont we're done
Emily: i WANT to
John: just know that
John: if you dont, i dont believe you want to
John: refuse to believe you could be that unlucky
John: its impossible
Emily: why are you being such an asshole
John: why are you trying to avoid seeing me?
Emily: im very unlucky and if you dont know that you know nothing about me
Emily: how the fuck am i trying to avoid seeing you
John: i dont think youre that unlucky
Emily: i hate that youre acting this way
John: how are you not
John: its been over 6 months and we havent met
John: thats offensive
Emily: so because my work is fucked and doesnt want to give me time off ive offended you?
John: and now its gonna end up being another year probably till you have to make up another bullshit excuse
Emily: why are you acting like this
John: why would i not act like this

That was worth reading again.

John: k gnight
John: im going to sleep
John: tell me when you change your mind
Emily: what
John: what
Emily: you said to tell you when i changed my mind
John: yeah
John: lol
Emily: i dont get you
John: im fairly complex
John: but i dont get you either
John: i wish i did
Emily: im not complex at all
John: i didnt say you are
John: i just dont get you
Emily: you should get me because im fairly easy to get
John: i wish i got it, but i dont
Emily: everytime? its happened once
John: no
John: dont lie to me
Emily: im not
John: you are
John: it happened multiple times to Zack
Emily: i never had a solid plan to meet him at all
Emily: so i have no idea what youre talking about
John: you had a date
John: and then you were forced to go on a cruise
John: and if you didnt you would have been kicked out
Emily: i never planned on meeting him then
Emily: at all
John: oh
John: but you did plan on meeting me
Emily: yes i did
John: i dont believe you
Emily: john you dont seem to get it that i fucking loved you so much
John: only 1 thing will make me believe you
John: and that is seeing you
Emily: and im worried that that is fucked up now
John: dont worry
John: its a waste of energy
Emily: ...
John: you can do whatever you want Emily
John: i care
John: but as time goes on ill care less than you do
John: a lot less
Emily: i dont understand what youre saying
John: if you dont see me, you will suffer because of it more than i will
Emily: you said if i cant make it then were done but now you seem like you wouldnt be done
Emily: ill suffer more? meaning you clearly dont even care
John: i care a lot
John: but i let go of things easily
John: if you dont come and im forced to be done with you forever
John: i will not cry
John: and you will
Emily: how can you tell me you loved me and then not even care
John: idk i think i might be a sociopath honestly
Emily: so what now..
John: idk
John: totally up to you
John: you have days to decide
John: but if i dont see you we're done
Emily: decide what??
John: i told you that months ago and im not changing my mind
John: you get to decide what now
Emily: theres nothing for me to decide
Emily: things are not in my hands to decide
John: yes they are
Emily: how?
John: you just cant go to the hospital
John: under any circumstance
John: and if you do and it causes you to miss your flight
John: then you dont deserve me
Emily: Wtf is wrong with you
John: you are whats wrong with me
Emily: john I'm done this is so fucked up
Emily: Between you punishing me before and now this shit
John: you were already done
John: nothings changed
Emily: Well you keep talking about shit
John: okay im done
John: im done talking about shit
John: but it doesnt seem like this is gonna work out honestly
Emily: I Honestly thought you would support me especially since you've been through this
Emily: And my mind is blown that you wont
John: youre stupid then
Emily: Whatever
John: it wouldnt have mattered if it was like a month ago
John: i dont care if you go to a hospital, i care if you go now
Emily: I get it. I figured you would be more understanding
John: why
John: why would you think i would lie to you?
Emily: Well if you actually love me
John: why would you think i would lie to you?
Emily: I didn't think you would lie to me but neither of us could predict this situation
John: you could have
John: and tbh i could have too
John: months ago i told you i was like 20% sure i would see you
Emily: How could either of us predict this
John: well you probably have known you were going to say this for a long time
Emily: Going to say what?
John: and if i got around to thinking what excuses you might come up with, i might have landed on mental hospital
Emily: Wtf
John: i really hate you
Emily: How can you even say that?
John: you make it very easy tbh
John: you know what i hate about you the most
John: you claim to be a rape victim, even though your rape experience was so tame that its literally not even worth calling rape
John: i honestly hope you go to a mental hospital so you can actually know what it feels like to be raped
John: when i went to a hospital the 1st time one of the guys there kept telling me how sexy i was and said one night he came into my room and jacked off watching me sleep
John: i told someone there and they said they couldnt lock my door because then it would cause a domino effect and other patients would want their doors locked
John: mental hospitals are filled with mostly batshit crazy males and almost all of them are coed[7:11:37 AM] John: i seriously hope you go there and get raped if I dont see you on saturday
John: sincerely,
John

John: absolutely
John: it is in your control though
Emily: how is it?
John: you would have to do something wrong to be admitted into a hospital
John: you would have to fuck up
Emily: i did fuck up with the knife shit and then having those things happen
John: whatever Emily
John: straight up
John: if you dont come to see me we're done
John: because i wont trust you at all anymore
Emily: wtf john
Emily: you act like im just sitting at home and not going
Emily: if i didnt come its because i literally couldnt
John: dont believe it
John: its too perfect
John: you not being able to see me
Emily: you dont want me to see you now?
John: i do
John: i dont want not to see you
John: in fact it would cause an issue
Emily: it hurts me that if this happened you would just drop me
John: i had an excuse for not being at home for the next week
John: and its going to be fucked up if you dont come
John: and it will be entirely your fault
John: and you deserve to feel guilty for it
Emily: wtf is wrong with you
John: wtf is wrong with you?
Emily: nothing is wrong with me
John: i told you months ago that i didnt trust you to come down on june 21st and for very good reasons
Emily: but if i have to go to this stupid place which the chances are looking likely i cant believe you would throw all this away
John: if youre going to make up some crafty bullshit to avoid seeing me thats your choice but i wont love you anymore
Emily: what crafty bullshit
John: that you had to go to a mental hospital at the perfect time
Emily: its actually not the perfect time
John: it is literally the most perfect time
Emily: however if you would like to think it is then clearly you dont even want to see me
John: out of all the possible times

well that was fun. where did it come from? aaand, who is emily? I would like to highfive her.