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Deadpool story... can you relate?


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Deadpool story... can you relate?

"the main theme is that he wants to be accepted and loved by his girlfriend after an experiment gone wrong that left him disfigured and doesn't know how to talk to her?"

It wasn't an experiment but a mix of bad parenting, childhood settings as well as just bad luck that made me have controlling and protective behaviors over women of value in my life, but yeah. I was a stalker for close to 7 years and spent a good part of it staying close without going over the edge with temptations. 

"Do your partners know and accept you without the mask"

When I told her recently that'd I'd been stalking her all that time, I didn't get an exactly positive response.

"Is that your test for real love?"

Back then it seemed like it and even now when i realize I spent years of my life doing the best I could to protect and keep someone happy without the slightest need for recognition, it's inspiring, sickening, worrying and a bit motivational. Of course it wasn't real love and now I know for the most part it was my subconscious attempt at recreating childhood conditions.

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Deadpool story... can you relate?

I watched this movie last weekend, by the way it's hilarious and packed with action, but the main theme is that he wants to be accepted and loved by his girlfriend after an experiment gone wrong that left him disfigured and doesn't know how to talk to her? Has that happened to you? Do your partners know and accept you without the mask? Is that your test for real love?

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