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As of late I've been finding it difficult to resist acting out in disdain. It's only been happening in here though, many of you are stupid. My patience dissolves cause I don't expect anything of anyone here. Some think that's a good thing, and it might be except there's something happening to the soul behind the scenes, a lack of the right substance.

It was written, "Judge not lest ye be judged". And I know my time for judgement will come, and when it's being reviewed of how much disdain I feel for dumb people, it will be in the presence of beings who are light years ahead of me, in comparison to how much brighter I think I am to some of you. The difference between those beings and myself, is they most likely won't look at me the same way I look at some of you. It could be worse, but then again, they will experience what I felt at the time, and it won't be anything they're unfamiliar with.

Morally speaking, I think some people need their hard lessons asap, and they aren't getting it. My anger only seeks to destroy for the sake of reformatting a persona who is dunce, or makes poor choices and is prone to calamity. Is it because I've done so, or because I never done so that has me disgusted with some of you ?

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I want to speculate demons. Entities that posses people with or without them knowing, sometimes they can be in a person in large numbers, but there are types of demons that stand out from the rest. Modern medicine is such a failed practice due to the side effects or the drugs just making people worse, and it's they who diagnose people will mental illness. I do think mental illness is a thing, but some mental illness I think is really demonic possession or their influence.

On an emotional level we know how negative emotions are, but for those with mood disorders, these emotions are on some other level, and it happens too easily.

In the case of a BPD, I do believe it's a demonic influence, where the beholder has to battle what they feel, or they can give in, and they become this beast. The symptoms for mania and depression found in a BPD, is the exact same symptoms for someone possessed by the Jezebel demon.  My studies in this subject of course will have me leaning toward those who take this seriously, regardless of what you believe, it's easy to see, how us not believing in them would be an advantage for them, compared to how it would be if we were fully aware of what is happening here.

 

 

 

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JimSavage stated: source post

I was expecting for you to interpret that as defensive, one has to rationalize the ego blow away I guess :P What I'm saying is everything you say revolves around how superior you are under the guise of making observations and stuff like that, and contradicting yourself from the first sentence "I am angry / disdainful because I have no expectations from people here" while the emotion of anger is the reaction of things not turning out the way you expect them to / you think should be. I'll admit my flaws upon request to make this easier for you to swallow if you want, since I can do that sort of thing without crumbling down.

 

To be more specific, I said It might be a good thing to have no expectations while I haven't any good ones for anyone, "however there is something going on with the soul in the background." This by no means is contradictory. 

I'm talking about demons, not only in the sense that this place is demonic, or that people here are likely to have demons riding them without knowing it, but also I could have them too, simply because I'll easily employ tactics to get under people's skin, and maybe even enjoy it at the time. Or the fact we're on the same ship.

Do I think I'm superior to some of you ? Of course I do. I look back and I see my youthful self as foolish, but not as foolish as some of you.

^On the truth spectrum again, I should know better than to have that outlook, but it strikes me as the absolute truth. From the way I understand it, I'll end up having to pay for that too. I know I can resist it, I just don't.

 

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As if everything you say isn't some narcissistic self righteous bullshit that has to do with you getting your dick wet.

 I'm not writing in a state of enlightenment. Ego or not, there's something that makes me feel ill.

Make this interesting for me Jim, get defensive. <<( This is what I'm talking about. I approve of this even though I believe I could end up paying for it down the road. )

 

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I was expecting for you to interpret that as defensive, one has to rationalize the ego blow away I guess :P What I'm saying is everything you say revolves around how superior you are under the guise of making observations and stuff like that, and contradicting yourself from the first sentence "I am angry / disdainful because I have no expectations from people here" while the emotion of anger is the reaction of things not turning out the way you expect them to / you think should be. I'll admit my flaws upon request to make this easier for you to swallow if you want, since I can do that sort of thing without crumbling down.

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The BPD demon thing is somewhat accurate though, they let their negative introjects (literally the models of the personalities of people around them in their minds) but this is totally under their control and they let it happen because they aren't bothered by its effects on others, BPD's are the demons themselves, they don't need any possession lol

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I really thought you were somewhat spiritual and wise before I realized everything you say is some narcissistic self-righteous bullshit man, we can see thru your enlightened act, stop letting your ego control you and grow bro

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I love these posts.

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JimSavage stated: source post

The BPD demon thing is somewhat accurate though, they let their negative introjects (literally the models of the personalities of people around them in their minds) but this is totally under their control and they let it happen because they aren't bothered by its effects on others, BPD's are the demons themselves, they don't need any possession lol

 

That's why I added "or demonic influence"

The BPD are bothered by it's effects some days they are like walking corpses, and it's like you can't even detect the person is even there while the lights are on with the motor running. I saw her paranoid, and other times she'll come to me when she's feeling empty. I swear she has the Jezebel demon inside, and it not only trying to destroy others, but also the host.

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Matter of perception I guess, extracting from my own experiences I observe that they more regret people not sticking around or acting happily and continuing to serve em despite their projections / abuse rather than feel remorse for the effects they have on their close ones or regret their behavior itself, most of them start shit out of boredom and novelty seeking rather than storms of emotions (they do tell themselves it's their BPD making them do that to avoid responsibility), but on another note, I also do acknowledge their suffering and self-destruction (all that messing with people catches up on you) bottom line is they are bringing it unto themselves rather than being the victim of external / internal influences. I am very interested in your drive to kind of make it not their choice / responsibility. 

 

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I love these posts.

Isn't he a fucking lunatic? XD

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