Now, I do not to claim to be a genius, but, I do have knowledge in many areas. Recently, iv been very into the subject of mental health. I often jump from different topics, but this one caught my eye and kept it. I came across a article, this article included characteristics of a sociopath. After in depth reading and researching, I went out into the kitchen where my dad was, poked a few of his buttons. Concluding that in fact, he is a sociopath.
I do not believe I am a "full blow" sociopath. Who know, perhaps I am. I think It is very hard to take a large group of people and place them under a label. Things vary. I do seem to have many of the tendencies of a sociopath, in my opinion. People are different and traits are not always constant, as are most things in life.
Growing up was hard for me. I am currently living in the aftermath of my childhood. My dad wasn't around much, when he was he was very controlling. I was a overweight kid and only had 1 real friend. I always felt like I wasn't like the other kids and for the most of my childhood and early teen years I was a outcast. I try to push memories of my childhood out of my mind.
Please note: I'm aware that there may be grammar mistakes.