I don't know how many fakers and autistics are in here but i hope i can get some reasonable answers.
To be honest i don't know if i have antisocial personality disorder or not. And i could not care less but i still have some questions and ways to think i cant really share with normal people and there would also be no point.
So...
1. How do you deal with the boredom in life?
For me. I kind of accepted it but always try to find ways out of it. In high school i tried to make myself weak and make bullies come to me and try to make my life hell. Then i gave them 30 days to stop. And after that i took all the information they gave me to destroy their confidence. It was incredible fun i guess but after my first two. I guess i can call them victims? No one came after me :( . And now i life a boring life.
2. When did you started to think that you are evolved?
For me it started reaching high school and with the death of my father. I never really grieved for him. When i was in school and i was notified that my father had died. I started to think: "Shit, i dont feel like crying but i need to. Because thats what people do."
And i forced the best tears i could. Then i started to think that while all the other people cant pull themself together. I alone am still functioning. This is how i developed my little narcism.
And now to the final question...
3. Did you ever told someone, that you might or have antisocial personality dissorder?
I tried it recently in a bit of misscalculation. It was with my girlfriend. And if i say was you must know where it ended :'D. So she had anorexia nervosa and was a really soft and weak person. I thought myself:
"Hey if i told her i might also be abnormal ( which does not need to be a bad thing ), i might bind her completely to me."
Well i did the complete opposite. This was probably the most retarded thing i ever did. And now i dispise other more than ever. And ask myself whats wrong if i might be a "Sociopath/Psychopath"?