Today my grandma died.
I called my boss and said I wouldnt work so I dont appear insensitive to him, because I think that working when your grandma dies is unempathetic.
I said I wouldnt go to the funeral because I couldnt handle it and it would drive me crazy, but the truth is after everyone left I felt a big pleasure to know that she died. I sang, ate many types of food and made a party.
I wanted to know if you also felt pleasure when some relative or close person died?